I started my new movie with hallmark and I'm loving it but lately I've been just thinking about Hosea all day
I miss him so much and it still breaks my heart to think about how quickly he left me you know,.
I was on my phone when I saw a picture of us together . I screenshotted it and posted it to my main page .
*I tried* tameramowrytwo
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my firstlove always ❤️ #mylove #angel
I turned my comments off because I didn't have time for the back lash .
"Hello ," I picked up my phone not reAding the name "hi sissy " tia spoke
. "The shaderoom posted you" she said
"I don't care honestly Tia, I'm at a point in my life where it's pointless to care about what others think" I sighed
"I'm gonna call you when I make it home , I miss you" I told her " I know you care about Adam's opinion so check , I miss you more bye love" she hung up
I was confused, did Adam say something . I checked the shaderoom comments
It was basically saying what they been saying , they think he still alive which is stupid. They said I'm whitewashed now
The only one they wanted to see me with , I stopped when I saw Adam's name
Someone had said 'Does her husband know she's still inlove with her ex husband ☕️😭'
adamhousley 'I actually didn't but now that I do know ...'
I was confused, now that you do know what I responded to his comment
I knew it would it up on shaderoom and people and all types of websites but I don't care at this moment
When I made it home , Housley was standing in the kitchen on his phone . "Goodnight babe" I kissed his cheek
He didn't speak to me "I'm exhausted, I'm not going to fuss tonight" I told him truthfully.
"It's not fussing , you literally posted your ex and said Firstlove" he explained
"Well he was and still is , you have to understand that Hosea was my only love for so long . So he may cross my mind multiple times. I might reminisce about him a lot . I might wonder what it would be like if he didn't leave so soon and we had kids and lived longer together etc . But we didn't and I married you because I fell inlove with you the first day I saw you. If you can't expect that Hosea will always have a place in my heart than that's you but I'm going to bed" I shrugged
