This Isn't Love

Chapter 23

"Have A Fun Night"

Sole: Get your ass off of me.
Eli: I'm sorry babe it's just...I couldn't...you're just so fucking hot.
Eli: I couldn't help myself.
Sole: Move so I can drive to the pharmacy.
I say annoyed as I put my clothes back on.
Eli: I thought you were on birth control.
Sole: Yeah but you have to be on it for a week for it to work.
We switch spots.
Eli: Damn ma shit that good huh ?
Sole: Elijah shut the fuck up.
I turn the car on and start driving.

I pull up to the pharmacy and park.
Sole: Give me your hoodie ?
Eli: Why ?
Sole: If you want me to go inside with my titties hanging out then I will.
He takes it off and hands it to me.
Sole: Come on.
We get off, walk into the store, and head straight into the aisle with sex protection stuff.
Sole: You're paying for it.
I hand it to him.
Sole: Since you want to nut in me.
We walk to the register.
Eli: You're blaming me for your WAP
Sole: No I'm blaming you for your weak ass dick.
Eli: Ok but you wasn't moaning that in the car.
I grab a water from the fridge filled with drinks.
Sole: Well you sell drugs so money obviously isn't an issue.
He places the box and water on the counter and the cashier scans our stuff..
Cashier: Your total is $54.48.
Elijah hands him a hundred.
Cashier: You guys have a fun night.
Eli: Oh we already did but thanks sir.
He says grabbing the change and bag.
We leave and get in the car.

I open the box and put the pill in my mouth then I take a big sip of water.
Sole: Why you looking at me for ?
Eli: Nun you just so pretty.
He says pushing my hair behind my ear.
Sole: You still drunk.
Eli: A lil bit.
Sole: So that means I'm dropping you off at home.
Eli: So its like that ?
Sole: Like what ?
Eli: You gone pick me up just to fuck me. Make me spend money on you and then drop me off at home.
Sole: I'm preparing you for the drug dealer life style.
Eli: You not gone let that shit go are you ?
Sole: Nope.
Eli: Just take me home then man.
Sole: Why are you mad ?
Eli: Because I wanna spend time with you and you just acting funny.
Sole: I don't have time to be arguing with you Elijah.
Eli: Exactly Sole. You don't wanna fucking talk. It's like you not even tryna fight for our relationship anymore.
Sole: Why would I? Look at everything you've fucking done to me Elijah. Why should I keep fighting when you keep doing the same shit ?
Eli: Do you not see what I've been doing for you? How much I've changed to keep you in my life ?
He screams.
Sole: That's the thing Elijah. You shouldn't be changing for me. You should be changing for yourself.
Eli: But I love you.
Sole: I know you do. I love you too, but you have to understand that I'm not always gonna forgive you.
He stays silent, so I start the car and drive off.
Eli: Can we go somewhere so I can smoke and then you take me home ?
He asks after awhile of driving.