Nobody Compares To You (Niall Horan) Watty Awards 2013 (Currently editing)

Chapter 6

DARCIE

I had completely forgotten about my tattoo with Jaimie's name on it. I quickly pulled my hand away and covered it with my other hand. I looked at Louis and pleaded with him not to say anything.

I was not ready to tell Niall about Jaimie, I didn't think I would ever be ready. Imagine what would happen once the fans found out that Niall had a child.

The media would go crazy, saying stuff like I was a gold digger, or I was lying. Anyone just had to look at Jaimie and Niall and they would know that they were related but I wasn't sure I wanted her to have a life in the spotlight.

15 months ago

I looked down at my beautiful baby girl for the first time, instantly I know that I have never loved someone as much as I loved her. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and held her close.

I closed my eyes as I thought about where Niall might have been right now. I wish that he was here to see her first little breathes into the world. I decided to call her Jaimie, Niall's middle name was James so I thought it would suited her.

The last few months in Australia had been hard. I had kept updated on where Niall was from twitter, I followed him under a different name in case he thought to look for me but I never heard from him.

My mum had called me a couple of days after I left and told me that Niall had been there looking for me. Mum knew I was pregnant and she didn't agree with why I left, but she had agreed to keep it quiet at least for now.

I found motherhood a challenge by myself, Dad helped me a bit, but he had just gotten remarried and was busy with his new wife most of the time so I felt guilty taking him away from her.

When Jamie was 2 months old, I made the decision to go back home to Mullingar. I needed my mum.

For the 3rd time, I packed up my life and moved back to Ireland. I knew that I wouldn't be able stay in Mullingar though; if Niall came home he could see me here.

I moved to London after a couple of weeks with mum, I figured there would be more opportunity for jobs in London. I found a small apartment in a okay pat of town and I got a job at the Westside Shopping centre.

Present day

Finally the boys were ready to go. I swear they took longer to get ready then I did.

We hopped onto the lift and rode it down to the 4th floor. We walked out and the boys lead me into a big room.

There was a makeshift stage set up and a small round table set up in front. Louis grabbed my arm and led me to the table.

Niall stood behind the single chair and pulled it out. I looked around curiously as I wondered where they were going to sit.

At the corner of my eye I saw a few people standing behind the stage. I recognised some of the band members from today. There was also a gentleman in a suit that started heading over to my table.

I ordered a glass of wine then looked to see where the boys had disappeared to that's when I saw them standing up on the stage.

"We decided that because you did so well to organise everything today that you deserved your very own concert," Harry said. "We may also steal you away from your current job and hire you ourselves."

I smiled up at the boys. They started their little concert for me by singing one of my favourite songs, Moments

Liam walked towards the front of the stage and began the song.

When they were done I clapped so hard.

"This song is a new one that is on our new album, It's called Change Your Mind," Louis said as he walked to the front of the stage.

The music started and tried to contain my excitement at the thought that I was hearing a brand new song before any other fan. I couldn't keep my eyes off Niall, and I felt bad that I wasn't paying as much attention to the other boys.

Louis walked to the front of the stage and began singing,

I saw Niall jump of the stage mid way through the song and come over to me, He had a big grin on his face. I was unsure what he was going to do until he sang

"Baby if you say you want me to stay
I'll change my mind"

I sat there staring at Niall, not really taking in the rest of the song; I kept running the words that he just sung to me over and over in my head.

Baby if you say you want me to stay, I'll change my mind.

Stay... It was something that I wanted to say to him the moment he auditioned, but I never wanted to be the person to hold him back, the baggage I had now could ruin his life.

He was 18, 1/5 of the hottest boy band in the world, he is not going to want to be a dad.

Niall and the boys were up on the stage laughing because Louis had tripped over something. I had to get out of there right now, I got up and ran out the door.

I shouldn't have come tonight, by coming I had made him believe that we had a chance, I couldn't be around him. I couldn't risk him hating me more than he already did, especially when I told him I had hidden his daughter from him.

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