Love Me As You Love Him

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Xiao Zhan awake with swollen eyes cause of crying whole night. He not cry cause of rumor but for someone he love dearly ignoring him. After washing himself he went down to the kitchen for breakfast. In the table there a fried rice with omelette and milk together with a note from his father. He took the note and read it before give a long sigh. "Everyday same - dad go to work and will late. Eat and dad love you- " said Zhan while mimicking his dad. He put the note back to the table and staring the food. He feel hungry due not eating anything since yesterday cause of to sad with Yubin but he dont have any intention to eat it. After few minutes staring the food he decide to just leave it there and start going out for class. Once he lock the door he was shocking by a glimpse of Wang Yibo smiling at him sweetly.

"Good morning Zhan ge." Greets Yibo with big smile. "Oh Yibo. You shock me. How long you are here? What are you doing here?" Ask Zhan to yibo. "Im waiting you Zhan ge. Just arrive. I want going to college with you. You look sad yesterday so i think i should accompany you today" reply Yibo happily. "No need to wait for me. I can go by myself and it must be troubling you too." Zhan said and start walking to yibo car. Yibo smile victory seeing Zhan walking toward his car and sit at front sit. "What are you waiting? I'll be late if you keep standing there like a mannequin." Said Zhan again from the car. Yibo woke up from his reverie and immediately headed to the car "yeah, I'm coming".

Arriving at the college, Zhan immediately got out of the car after saying "thank you. You don't have to pick me up tomorrow. I can go to college on my own." Yibo's frowned with Zhan word. He thought this way he managed to approach Zhan. Yibo sigh defend. He get out from his car and walking to his class direction. On the way to the class he saw his friends chatting on a bench and headed to his friends. "Yo guys" greet yibo too his friends. "Yo Yibo" reply Guo Cheng. "Fuyoo! I saw you coming here with that pretty Zhan. Tell me what relationship both of you" say Xue Yang playing. "Nothing. I just saw him when I on my way here so i took him with me. Hey! Let go to the class. We'll be late" Reply Yibo and they start moving they ass to they class.

Xiao Zhan P.O.V

My class went like usual and I still waiting for his (Yubin) reply. I really miss him and i cant concentrate on my study. My mind keep thinking 'what if he no longer love him' 'is him wanted to break up him' 'what if he give up on they relationship' NO! NO! NO! big NO! i cant let it happen after all this year i loving him, after all i giving him. I wont let it happen even that mean i need to face his wife and child, i dont mind , as long as his mine, i will do anything, i will sacrifices everything just to make him mine. Only mine. After class end I start heading to Yubin office but half of the way toward there i saw him with his pregnant wife walk out from the office while hugging. My body freeze and my tear oozing on the spot. He saw me but he no intention to let go the hugs. He even gesture his hand asking me to leave but no, i am not going. I was determined that I would face his wife no matter what happened I would not back down. She needs to know all this. I high up my chin to gesture him that i wont back out. He release the hug and said something to his wife and kiss her before she start leaving. Our eyes meet when she walking pass me. My eyes following her out the building before yubin grab me into his office, throw me to the sofa and lock the door. He look at me with angry eyes. "Wtf is this? Are you blind i was with my wife. What are you thinking? I told you dont coming here. Which part you dont understand?"shout Yubin. "Bee! I miss you ok. You not reply me. I'm worry. I scare you may leave me. I love you so much, bee. Are you not loving me anymore?" Reply zhan with tearing eyes. He cant believe his lover will shout at him. Listening teary zhan, Yubin start melting. Who would not melt seeing a pretty boy like him like this. He still look like angel even crying mess. "Honey, you know right I love you so much. I love you more than anyone not even my wife. Give us time honey. Let this rumor calm down be patience ok honey. I love you so much."said Yubin try to calm zhan with smooth touch. "Really? Are you really love me? Then why you still with your wife? When you going divorce her?" Say zhan while wiping his tear. "I will honey. I will but not right now. She's pregnant with my child. How can i divorce her now" listen this reply make zhan angry. "Oh really bee. Then when? When bee when? When you will give her divorce? Once her give a birth for you baby? Wow! Unbelievable bee. You said you going divorce her long time ago until now no action from you. You just an asshole who only know give a empty promise. You no ball. Coward!" Shout zhan angrily.

Pang!!!!!

Slap sound can be hear in whole yubin office. Zhan eyes become big as shock of a hot slap from yubin. In reflection he touch his left cheek. It hot and sting. Unconsciously his tear fall again. He cant believe this man will lay hand on him. He look at that man. "Sorry" murmuring Yubin. "Keep your sorry. You know what thanks for the slap". With this zhan took his things and start walk to the door for leaving. "Zhan.." yubin call but it be ignored.

Zhan rush out Yubin office and running outside before he fall in front of lecture office building. He cry out loud. He dont care anything. He dont care people looking at him. Yibo who passing by saw him falling and he running fast to him leaving his friends behind. He come and pull zhan head into his chest so no one saw his crying. Yibo take off his jacket from his beg and cover Zhan head and make zhan stand before they walking hugging each other.

Once at the car. Yibo asking "what happen? Why are you crying and your cheek was red?" Zhan only silent. No word out from zhan mouth. He only cry silently while looking at the window. Yibo sigh and start the car and rush out from the college.