Love Me As You Love Him

15

a week has passed, since that incident Yibo tried to distance himself. that it is difficult for yibo to distance himself from zhan but he has to. Yibo is no longer able to bear the pain in his heart every time he is with Zhan, but it is not him that Zhan mentions on his lips if it is not Yubin. zhan and yubin's relationship is still the same, they often fight but still meet.

"yibo, did you hear this?" Zhan asked breaking the silence in the car. yes, they are on their way to university. Yibo came to pick up Zhan at his house by car because it was raining heavily at that time. "Oh, yes. I heard. why not just break up?" asked Yibo. "I do not know." replied Zhan grimly. "Do you think Yubin will leave his wife?" ask zhan again. "I'm not sure. "Zhan, don't you feel guilty about Yubin's wife?" ask yibo again. "There is indeed a sense of guilt. lie if i said i don't feel guilty but I love him. Is it wrong if I want to share a love?" Reply Zhan. Yibo complained. "Zhan, you are not sharing love but you are usurping someone's rights." said yibo. zhan looked at yibo still in his eyes. tears started to fall down zhan's cheeks. "I do not know. I love Yubin." Zhan whispered. Yibo parked his car on the shoulder of the road and hugged Zhan's body. "Zhan, I'm with you." said yibo trying to calm zhan down. "I know what I did was wrong. but I already love Yubin. I can't stop yibo. what should I do." Zhan said while wiping his tears on his palm. "Zhan, try to leave him slowly. me, jiyang, jili and other friends will always support you." said yibo again. "I'll think about it." Reply Zhan. "let's go to the university ok." said yibo and resumed his journey.

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zhan pov

finally class is over for the day. Zhan was walking to the bus stop nearby to wait for the bus. Today he has a date with Yubin. 15 minutes later the bus started to drive and Zhan boarded the bus. he sat very happy. suddenly he was startled by the sound of a phone call and the caller was his father. zhan happily answered the call and they chatted. his father also stated that he would return home a week from that day. Zhan who heard it felt very happy and was very much looking forward to the day of his father's return. he promised to pick up his father at the airport that day.

after chatting zhan hangs up the phone call and replies to yibo's message saying that he will go home by himself and yibo doesn't have to wait for him. after sending the message Zhan started to take out his earphones and play a song while looking at the window. "Today is very beautiful." Zhan said in his heart.

20 minutes later Zhan arrived at the destination. he started to go down and wait for yubin at the counter door of the theme park. they promised to be there today. waiting under the hot sun. more and more people are visiting the theme park. some come with family, some also with lovers. Zhan smiled seeing the children there running and laughing happily playing with their families.

Zhan has been waiting for Yubin for almost 1 hour. he started taking out his mobile phone to see if there was a message from yubin but there was no message or call from yubin. there was only 1 message from yibo saying "okay. be careful." sweat began to wet Zhan's body. but that didn't make him give up. he continued to stand waiting for Yubin at the entrance of the park. he is afraid that if he goes to the nearby cafe, Yubin will not find him. so he decided to stay in his current position.

the day is getting late. Yubin still hasn't arrived. the clouds are starting to darken, indicating that it will rain soon. the wind also started to blow quite strongly. who was hot before started to feel cold. now it's been almost 2 hours since he checked his mobile phone. he started to take it out again and this time he was determined to call yubin but his call was not answered. he called yubin many times and finally he started texting. remained unanswered.

rain began to fall and wet the earth. zhan still did not move from there. Visitors started running to find shelter. little by little the rain water wetted zhan. rainwater started fell heavily. Zhan was shivering but still stubborn to stay waiting for Yubin. "Mr. it's raining. you're getting wet. go to the cafe it's warm there." scolded the ticket keeper. "It's ok. I'm waiting for someone." replied Zhan with a smile. "Don't you have an umbrella?" asked the ticket keeper. "do not have. I didn't think it would rain." reply zhan again. "Stand a little closer to this counter. might be able to avoid the rain a little." said the ticket keeper. "mmm fine thank you." Reply Zhan. "no problem." said the ticket keeper and began to do his work a little.

Zhan shivered from the cold and her tears also flowed. his heart ached. he was stand waiting in the heat of the day and now it's raining. the rain doesn't seem to stop. it has been raining for almost 2 hours. zhan started to feel tired and sleepy. cold and hungry. suddenly the body was not affected by the rain and when he looked up, he saw a red umbrella above him. he turned to his left and found Yibo on the side holding an umbrella. "lets go home." said yibo.