ASHWINEYYY'S KULUKULU

Chpater 11

Sivaangi: 5 years munnadi nee Coimbatore poita..Unga appaku transfer aaiduchu nu..

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Sivaangi: Ashwin enna miss pannuviya??

Ashwin: Unnala yaaru miss pannuva po..poo..edatha kali pannu ..kaathu varattum..

Sivaangi held his hand in between her tiny hands looked into his eyes...

Sivaangi: Eyy Veladadha serious ah kekren..

Ashwin couldn't continue with the act as if leaving her and going did not matter to him at all..He lifted her by her waist and made her sit on his lap ,encircled his arms around her waist and burried his face in her neck.She held him tighter.She knew he would miss her and even she would,she also knew that her Ashwin is not going to open up that he is going to miss her..atleast in front of her he would not tell..it's nothing a sort of ego but a fear what if she joked off when he confesses and it would be too painful for him to handle..She knew that he had to open up if he had to be at peace and she did it..She felt his tear drops on her shoulder.

Ashwin: Ennaku theriyadhu di naa unna evlo miss pannuven nu aana nee idhuk aprom enkitta irundhu thalli irupe apidi yosikumbodhe oru void feeling varudhu...edho restlessah feel panren,enkita irundhu nee pirinju dhoorama poitena naa udanjiduven theriyum adhan enna solradhu eppidi solradhu nu theriyala di..Unkitta oru letter kuduthen la..adhula naa enna feel panren eludhi dhaan di unkita kuduthen..veetuku poi padi unnaku theriyum..Ammu naa odanji ponapo nee dhaan ammu kudave irundhu enna paliya nelamaiku maathunadhu aana ippo unkitta irundhu dhoorama poga ennaku ennamo virupam illa ma aanalum poradha thaduka mudiyadhu apidi situation la naa iruken adhanalla evlo vallikudhu theriyuma ulla..Mudiyala ennala..Nee ennaku friend mattum dhaan nu nenachitu irundhen di aana ippo nee enaku enna nu ennake theriyala ma..nee ennaku enna va vena iru aana nee en life la rombave important person ma!!Nee illama naa illa apidi ndra nelamaila dhaan di naa iruken ..Nee en enaku ivolo close nu lam kekadha ma enna indha relationship peru enna nu ennake innum theriyala ma.Nee enkooda sanda potalum andha sandailiyum ennaku nee en mela vechiruka paasam theriyum ma,nee oruoru vaatiyum sirikumbodhu adha paakumbodhu ennak romba sandhoshama irukum,nee aludha enna yaaro thundu thundaa odacha madhiri oru feel en achievements la nee dhan ennoda sandhoshamaa irundhuruka maa en failures la ennoda jasthi varutha pattadum needhan ,andha varthutha ennkita kamikama enna motivate panni enna sirika vechadhum needhan ,nee en life la kedachadhuku naa romba happy ah iruken  .Unna vititu ponnumnu thonamatengudhu di..Mudiyala enaala..

The tears flowed from both Ashwin and Sivaangi's eyes freely.Sivaangi hugged him more tightly.After a while

She took Ashwin's face off her shoulders and held it in her palm looked into his eyes and spoke to him

Sivaangi: Nee evlo dhoorama ponnalum...un manasula naa irupen Ashwin and nee illama naa mattum sandhoshama irupen nenaikriyaa..Daily call pannu..Nee illama ennala vaala mudiyadhu nra alavuku naa unn mela depend aayten Ashwin..Inno konjam varsham dhaan adhuku aprom nee enga ponalum naa un pinadiye vandhuduven ..Ashwin naa un kooda irundha alavuku comfortable ah yaar koodayum irundhadhilla pa..Namma rendu peru kula iruka indha relationship peru lam ennaku theriyadh aana idhu vandhu its pure and a very strong bond nu mattum ennaku theriyum..Nee eppovum solluva la sirichikite iru nu adhaan pa naa un kooda eppovume sirichikite irupen aana andha sirpu its from the bottom of my heart enna nee kuda irundha mattum podhum sandhosham automatic ah vandhudun..Urimayaa nee ennakaga sanda podumbodhu enna kattipidikrappo,ennaku forehead kisses kuduthu enna calm panradhu,unn arms la un heartbeats ah ketitu peacefulah irukradhu ,unnkooda safe ah feel panradhu ellamey unn kooda mattum dhaan feel panniruken Ashwin..Dhoorama ponnalum nee eppovum en heart la en kooda en manasula eppovum irrupa.nee ennaku eppovume special Ashwin..Appidi nu unna forever dhoorama poo vitira maaten ..its a matter of few years which will obviously feel like decades yet I'll be there behind you waiting for you...