ASHWINEYYY'S KULUKULU

CHAPTER 30

After they had Mushroom Biryani they bonded really well and then retired to their rooms to sleep. While Sivaangi walked into Ashwin's room to look around.

The room was too dusty and was covered with white sheets..She decied to clean it up because Ashwin can't handle a messy room.She picked all the sheets and put it in a corner. The next hour she just spent cleaning his room.

She noticed a photoframe on his bed side she picked up an wiped away the dust to fin her photo which automatically brought a smile on her face.She was going through his things when she found many letters kept safe in a box with her name on top of it so she picked it up and sat to read it.

Letter:(I'm writing only the important brief parts of the letter and not all letters ,I'll mention only a few)

Hello Ammu,

I dont know how to inform you that amma's phone is broken and I don't have your contact number .I dont know how to contact you.It's just been 3 days here and I swear it was the longest 3 days and I'm missing you a lot.It's like a part of my life,a part of my heart is missing.How much ever I fight with you without you I'm feeling empty.There's a major part of me missing.I don't know how you are I don't know when I will get to meet you again but the day I meet you I swear it'll be the best day of my life.I just pray that you are fine and please forgive me I 'm not able to contact you..I know I told you that I'll be calling you everyday but I'm not able to Sorry ammu.

Your Ashwin

Hello Ammu,

Ammu it's been 2 weeks now since I saw you I spoke to you ,Ammu I want to come back to you and be there with you but I'm not able to..Dad's not allowing me to travel to Chennai alone.He's promised me to allow me once my college is done.But by then you won't be angry with me nah? You wont forget me nah? I'm sure you wont that's what my heart believes but you know what after 3 years who'll remember a person is what my brain tells.I really hope that you remember me.Without you life feels hell

Your Ashwin

Hello Ammu,

Sivaangi ma Happy Birthday da..Stay blessed I'll pray for you from here and I'll pray that you are happy and you're achieving your dreams.I recently realised that the emotions I share with you have a name LOVE .I LOVE YOU Ammu .I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell you about my feelings but till the last breath I'll be loving you.Noone can take your place in my life.Noone can fill the void you left behind in my heart.Stay safe da.I really miss you..I wanted to propose you on your birthday but you are not here but when I meet you I will surely do because I know you'll love me too.I know you expressed your feelings to me and you also didnt know it's love but hopefully I'll get lucky and get you back in my life. I LOVE YOU MY JAAN.Once again a happy birthday to you .

Your Ashwin

Hello ammu,

You know what I met with an accident and the very first thought that came to me was Will I never get to meet you ever again..I was scared as hell.Only after the doctor came and told me that I'm fine I didn't thankgod so much any other time.I didnt want to leave the world without meeting you for one last time.I really need to meet you hold you in my arms hug you kiss you and announce it to the world that I LOVE YOU.I really miss you a lot ammu,come back to me and please fill the void in me.I LOVE YOU.And you know what when I was in the hospital I could imagine what would have been your reaction after seeing me with all those bandages on me.I'm sure that you would have cried then when I'm fine you would have slapped me telling I should concentrate on the road while driving.You wouldnt have left my side till I 'm healed.

Your Ashwin

Hello Ammu,

As days roll my feelings are not going low It's going stronger than before.The void is growing.It's only because you told me that I shouldnt let this affect what I'm supposed to do I'm studying.Frankly I'm not ready to study still I do only because of your words.You remember that I wanted to do acting so I just started doing a few short films. I'm waiting to get back to Chennai.WHen I told amma and appa that I want to acting they refused and I got angry and went on a drive. If you were here you would have convinced them so I thought of what you would do if you were here and then when I applied all your stratergies they did accept ..I'll be back in Chennai after my exams so just a month to go Ms.Sivaangi I'll be there.Your Ashwin will be there.I'll be there with MY ammu.Meet you soon!!I guess you'll run over to me jump on me hug me and shower me with kisses telling how much you missed me ..Just a random guess.Let's see..

Your Ashwin

Tears flowed down her eyes as she read every letter and she was able to think of him telling all this to her as she read the letters.

Now she waited for the day to end and the next day 's sun to rise because she did not have shooting till the next 2 days it was just a 2 days schedule after 2 and a half days..She'll get the remaining 3 and half days of the week with him.

Adhya came there..

Adhya: Chellama enna da room eh clean pannita..vela paakra yaarachu pannirupanga da nee en kashta pata?

Sivaangi: Illa akka ennaku indha room la time spend pannanu thouchu adhaan inga vandhen ..konom dust irunduchu adhaan clean panniten..epdiyum nalaiku kaalela vandhuduvaru la..

Adhya:Seri fresh aaitu vaa da dinner sapudlam..

That's when Sivaangi realised that she's been in that room for more than 6 hours in that room .

Sivaangi:Fresh aagitu keela varen ka..

Adhya:Seri da..

Sivaangi hit the shower and decided that she'll never hurt him by telling him that she's not that beautiful enough to be loved by Ashwin.In his eyes she is the most beautiful women and she will never disappoint him by even thinking such stuff.

She wore a blue top and skirt absolutely no makeup and her hair put in ponytail

They had dinner talking about Ashwin cwc and Ashwin and Sivaangi pair in cwc and Sindhu ma feeding both Sivaangi and Vinayak.After dinner Vinayak and Ashwin's father retired to sleep while Sivaangi Adhya and Sindhu ma went to the terrace and sat there having the gossip sessions

Sivaangi layed down on Sindhu ma's lap while she caressed Sivaangi's hair.Both of them missed this a lot.Their banters continued till an hour and everyone retired to sleep.Sivaangi pulled out his shirt hugged it and slept off.

NEXT MORNING

7am

Ashwin reached home ..He had not informed his mom about him coming so it would be a surprise for them he thought and went in and put his bag on the sofa and walked in to the kitchen closing his mom's eyes from behind ..

TO BE CONTINUED..