Warning ⚠️ slight smut
The next morning you wondered around the kitchen in search of something to eat for breakfast.
Delia was still asleep in your room, she was pretty tired after last night. You started making some pancakes and green melon for the both of you. Watching it cook you were straddled by soft hands Coming under your shirt to rest at the front of your hips, stroking the skin with swift pale long fingers.
"Oh god ..hey baby you scared me" her head came to rest on top of your shoulder
"What are you making darling"
"Pancakes" she started gently kissing your neck before going up and meeting your jaw which she then nuzzled.
"Yummy...I missed you in bed when I woke up..."
"I'm sorry I knew you'd be hungry, that little monster in your belly needs feeding"
You had meant it has a playful thing, completely forgetting about the baby, just stating that she was insatiable in the morning"
"I..about that...I don't..I'm not sure about what to do" you finished the pancake that was heating on the stove and placed it on the plate before turning around in her arms, your arms draping her, holding her close
"That's okay" her eyes got watery and
She placed her head in the crook of your neck sniffing trying to keep her emotions in
Control. You placed a kiss on top of her head
Your fingers detangling her pillow styled hair.
She breathed your perfume, immediately being meat with the remembering of how she had betrayed you and still amazed that you were still here, with her, comforting her childish Indecision. Her tears finaly spilled out of her eyes, as if she had been holding them in forever.
"I'm sorry" her voice broke at the words that left her mouth
"Hey...no...baby..baby look at me"
You took her face between your hands and lifted her head so she could meet your gaze. Before pressing a soft kiss on her lips you said,
"Darling it's okay...i know you are...but we're strong we'll get through this together."
It was still Early, the sun was slowly beaming out of the curtains, and you were both there in the middle of the kitchen, holding each other like nobody else in the world was there. And at that moment it sure felt like it, her hands on the back of your neck as you continued to press kisses on her mouth, down her cheeks her neck as you moved her towards the table. Lifting her ass up to rest on the table, she moaned ass you nipped her collarbones and you lifted her shirt over her head to have more acces to her body, she sat there naked except for her panties her fingers gripping your head as your mouth ventured down to her nipples. You were about to suck on her buds when you were interrupted by someone clearing their throat.
Immediately grabbing Cordelia's shirt to hide her bare chest as both of your cheeks reddened in embarrassment.
"Well I See at least some of us are having fun"
"Oh good.. we're sorry...she got a little carried away"
"Well don't look at me like you didn't enjoy it as much as I did Delia"
"...Ew.. I really don't need to know that..just next time get a room please..I'm not keened on catching my supreme in action"
"Yes of course...sorry again Zoe" the blond haired was still gripping the shirt in front of her. After Zoe was out the door you felt Cordelia jab your shoulder playfully
"Oh my god....that was so embarrassing what were you thinking !"
"Well you weren't complaining five minutes ago when I had your boob in my mouth."
She jabbed you again before putting on her shirt and you pouted lightly.
"No."
"Come on she's in the greenhouse"
"Babe no..."
"Okay..." You said as you pecked her lips before lingering there and deepening the kiss, her hands held your shoulders as she moaned when your hand creeped between her legs and cupped her through the underwear. Before she could get any less exited you pulled back, went back to the stove and took the plate before laying on the table.
"Really ??!"
"What dear ? Getting worked up again?"
"You've got to be kidding me"
She got off the table to help you with breakfast even if you were both hungry for something else. You ate in a confortable silence, sterling kisses and exchanging food.
As a few hours passed she found you after you were done teaching, her hand guiding you towards your shared room. After you were both in you went in for a kiss, your hands unbuttoning her pastel colored blouse. Your eyes falling down to her black lacy bra, the sight sending shivers through your body, god she was beautiful. Before you could go any further her hands flew to yours
"Wait..wait..wait I didn't bring you here for sex"
"Oh..sorry I thought.. after this morning well..I just guessed...why did you bring me here then ?"
"To talk"
"Oh okay"
"Here we should sit on the bed" her hands fell on her lap as she sat and she started fidgeting. So you took her hand between your fingers for reassurance.
"Baby...calm down.. you're okay..."
"I know... I'm just stressed I guess, I still don't know how you're still here, why you stayed with me. I feel terrible about breaking your trust...you were always amazing with me and that's how I repaid you... I'm sorry..again...if I had a time machine I would go back in time and stop myself but I can't."
"I love you that's why... My love is stronger than a simple fling. I trust that you know it's a mistake, that you'll never do it again, and that you'll always be honest with me, i don't want you to go through stuff like this alone, How long have you known you were pregnant ?"
"Just a few weeks...about that..I did some thinking, and if you don't want me to keep it I won't...I love you I don't want to do anything else to upset you"
"Hey...hey no that's not how it works. I don't have the right to demand you to do that.. it's your body, you have to do what you want.."
"I'm...i just..I'm scared...what If i get an abortion when I had no chance of getting pregnant in the first place..and I end up never having a baby again...what if I keep it and you leave ?..or I fade and your alone with it ..What if I'm not a good mother ? It's just it broke me when the doctor said I simply couldn't have a baby."
"I know...Delia you'll be a good mom, look at how you are with the girls. And you are right, this might be your last chance to get pregnant..but there are other options, adopting..or in utero fertilisation. But you also need to know that having a baby when you have fertility problems like you did has a high risk of miscarriage, and health problems. So you're going to need a lot of medical care.
"I know..we've tried pretty much everything already with hAnK."
"It comes down to how you want to experience motherhood. Delia do you want a biological child of yours or just a child not specifically from your womb."
"I just wanna be a mom...but I think I want to experience pregnancy..."
"Okay..well then I think you know what is going to happen"
"... I..is that okay with you" she looked worried, like she was expecting you to be mad at her. You brushed her hair behind her hear and when you bowed down and lifted her shirt before kissing her belly and talking in a praising voice to the baby, she knew she'd made the right choice. Her hand came up to stroke your hair, before you went back up and started making out with her, taking her top finaly off, before cupping her breasts, and kissing your way down taking off her panties under her skirt and putting her bra cup down before sucking on her nipples, your fingers finding her clit finding her wet enough to put your fingers inside her pulling out a moan from her lips. Before you trailed your mouth down further you whispered at the slight swell of her stomach,
"I'm going to make your momma feel so good now" you spent you time worshiping her body, making her cum a few times. You were going to have a family, now.
You were going to make sure this baby had two loving mothers.
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"See you the way I do."
Fanfictionit's my first fic, i hope it's readable ! if it ain't sorry... Cordelia goode x reader WARNINGS: RATED M smut, sex and comfort (slight praise and degrading) Delia feels bad about the way she looks and y/n reassures her. (established relationship...