Guess who updated? Me, that's who :)
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It took me some time to finally realize what I was doing and what was actually happening.
My roommate, whose name I still haven't learned. Was kissing me, and I was kissing back. What scared me the most was that...
I actually enjoyed it.
The kiss wasn't passionate at all it was more desperate and hungry for comfort.
He snaked his arms around my waist and my arms found their way around his neck.
We were backed up against the door so anyone who would try to get in couldn't if they tried.
He bit my bottom lip and soothed it by gliding his tongue across it after asking for entrance to which suprisingly I agreed and parted my lips.
We both were fighting for dominace as our tongues fought until we heard a tug on the door knob.
That sudden noise jolted me back to reality and I pushed the raven-haired boy away and ran to my bed.
I was breathing heavily and had no idea what happened.
Why was I kissing him? Why did he even kiss me? Am I even gay? I had no idea what to think.
It didn't help that he decided to sit next to me and pull me into a hug. "Don't cry," he said and it wasn't till then that I felt the warm streams falling down my face.
This was to much for me to handle and I had only one thing going through my mind at the moment.
Why?
Why did he have to be my new roommate? Why did I even need one? Why did he kiss me? Why? Why? Why?
I couldn't handle it anymore and I did the only thing I could do.
I ran.
I ran out of the room and into the halls, I then slowed down to a walk to make my self seem less suspicious.
I ended up in the bathroom staring into my reflection. I looked pathetic really. My hair was sticking up in all different directions, I had dark circles under my eyes from lack of sleep, and my face was red and blotchy from my crying earlier.
I hated the way I looked and I don't understand why I was forced to look at myself anyways. I was tired of it and My hand came in contact with my reflection.
The mirror shattered.
My hand was bleeding but I was to numb to notice.
It's funny how the stupidest thing could effect you so much.
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Bloop.
