The Unknown

Chapter 5

Emily

My eyes flutter open when my alarm for school, which apparently I forgot to turn off, bussed. I moan slightly and when my senses recover from the sleepy morning state, I feel an arm around my waist. A light groan is let from behind me.
Ughhh, great! I've slept w someone, again. I'm literally a slut. What the hell is wrong w me?!

I try to push the arm wrapped around my waist off me but it just tightens it's grip. I turn around and see the one person I never thought I'd see in my bed. WTF IS ADAMS DOING IN MY BED?!?

"HOLY FUCKK" I whisper-yell and cause Nathan to shrug a bit and loosen his grip around me. I get out of the bed and blurry memories from last night fly in my mind. I can't remember everything but I remember the important parts like...
WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I DECIDED TO FUCK NATHAN FUCKING ADAMS ?!?!

And on top of everything I have really bad hungover. I reach to my nightstand for some pain killers and Nathan groans again. "Mmmm don't be so damn loud!!" He mumbles in raspy voice.

"Nathan, u r in MY bed. I can jump on it while ur in it, if I want to." I say, irritation feeling my voice.

"Jesus, ok, Emily. Just ,please, don't be so loud." He mumbles still with his eyes closed.

"Fine." I say amused and swallow the pill . Then I take a towel and rush to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I need something to clear my mind. I enter the bathroom and I'm immediety thrown back by my reflection in the giant mirror. My whole neck and even parts of my breasts a covered in purple - red-ish marks. Nope, that should have been an animal, not Nathan.

I get in the shower and the water starts running through my sore body. Everything from last night hits me like a cyclone. At first I try to focus on the earlier events so I don't have to think about what happened at the end of the night.

Unfortunately, as I'm rubbing my skin above my breasts and stomach, pictures and scenes of Nathan's lips creasing all over me come in my mind. His rough tongue against my soft skin, making it's way to the most sensitive part of my body, teasing me. Than I remember him inside of me, making me fall apart and OH MY- I LET HIM FUCK ME WITHOUT A CONDOM!?! I NEVER HAVE SEX WITHOUT ONE. Sure.. he pulled out, but still.. he fucked me without anything. What if I got an STD or sth... OR worse, what if he got me fucking pregnant?!? No, no, no, I shouldn't stress myself. I cannot be pregnant, my period should come today or tomorrow. I can't get pregnant two days before my period. I can't.. right?

I manage to push those negative thoughts away and I continue replaying the night.

Earlier I kissed him but it wasn't that serious, it could have been forgotten easily. It was nothing like that messed up shit. Why the fuck didn't I stay away from this fucking dude?! Yeah, we did actually get along almost the whole night yesterday (which I cannot actually process and understand).. But THIS...

God, I can even remember that I fucking started it, it was all my doing..
FUCKING HELL!! What have I gotten myself into! I remember fucking loving every second of it and even begging him to fuck me. How could I be that fucking stupid?! What if he tells people?? I know he said he wouldn't but what if he does.. NO he wouldn't do that.., would he?-

My thoughts are interrupted as the door flies open. "NATHAN!!!" I yell in surprise and shock when he walks into the bathroom while I'm ded naked in the shower.

"What? I gotta pee." He mumbles innocently in still sleepy voice and heads to the toilet. "Also, I won't see anything I haven't seen already." He smirks.

"Don't u dare remind me." I sigh. As I'm reaching for the shampoo, facing the wall, I hear him pee. Jeez, this boy has no boundaries.

"This stays between us and it will NEVER happen again. Understood?" I say seriously. I hear him washing his hands and I should admit that I'm genially surprised. I know for fact not all boys do it since I grew up w my brother.