Is it impossible?

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Billie.

"Uh hey" I stammered. Ahh what does she want from me??

We slowly walked toward the staircase and she began to speak.

"So how are you?" She asked.
"Fine? What is it" I said, confused.
"I just um... does your stomach hurt?"
"What?"
"I just noticed you didn't eat much at dinner..."
Oh shit...
"Oh yeah I'm okay, I just had some ice cream earlier that didn't sit well"

During this conversation, we had mindlessly walked up to my room. Billie looked uneasy.

"Okay... bye" I said and walked in and shut the door in her face. That was kind of rude of me oops

"Wait-" she said through the door.

Ughhhh. I opened the door and looked at her.

"I uh- I'm always here if you need me okay?" She said.

"Oh- ok" I responded and slowly closed the door.

That was so fucking sweet.

I walked over to my bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. The regular nightly routine. I changed out of my outfit into my soft pajama pants and a big t-shirt. I laid in my bed and thought about what just happened.

That was so nice of her to check on me... maybe she's not so bad after all. Oh my god what if she likes me? Is it impossible?

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Billie's pov:

After Poem shut the door on me, I walked over to my room across the hall. I had just told her she could talk to me about anything if she needs it. I only said that because I can relate to what she might be going through. A lottttt of grown ass men and people who don't even know me, have body shamed me. Why do you think I wear such big clothes?

I unhooked my bra from under my shirt and plopped into the bed with fresh white sheets. They were still a little warm.

I turned off the lamp on the side table and let my brain fill with thoughts.

Wow I can't believe I'm staying in this nice fucking house for two weeks. I can't wait to get back on tour. I hope COVID is over soon  ... I hope that Poem girl is okay. I hope my friends at home are okay. I hope I meet a hot Italian guy here.

Before I knew it, I was fast asleep.

....

I woke up to my face being burned by the sun. Shit this house has so many windows.

After lying there for a while, I finally stood up and went to the bathroom that was BUILT IN to the room. I'm a millionaire but my house isn't even this nice. I brushed my teeth quickly, and went downstairs.

I saw Finneas talking to Lucas in the kitchen. I am not gonna lie to you, but Lucas is kinda hot. He has brown, soft hair, brown eyes, and he has good style. I remember when we were younger, he would come over to our house to play with Finneas. He was cute back then too.

"Good Morning, Billie" said Finneas.
"Hey" I said, sitting across from Lucas. "Good Morning, Lucas"
"Good Morning" he said with a cute smile, and turned away to put his empty cereal bowl in the sink.

Keeping my eyes on him, I saw him turn his head to the stairs. I looked over and saw Poem walking down.

"Hi Billie" she said.
"Good Morning" I Said with a warm look.

She sat down with us and made herself a bowl of cereal. Hey, maybe I helped her.

Claudia came inside from the back porch and sat with us.

"The landscape is so beautiful, Lucas" she said, while grabbing a bowl for herself.
"I know right! I'm so lucky I found this place" he responded.

I looked over at Poem and noticed that had finished her cereal. I'm so glad.

"Lucas, is it okay if Stella comes over" she asked.
"You know I don't care" he said, while washing his hands.

Ahh he's so hot.

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Lol this was painful to write idk why I did that 💀