Is it impossible?

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I ran down the staircase and walked over to my brother, who was already opening the front door. A red haired boy walked in carrying two big luggages, followed by two girls.

My eyes specifically stopped on the girl with dark blue hair. I searched her up and down and saw her wearing black sweats and a big black t shirt. She was wearing bright red shoes and a lot of chain necklaces.

"Billie, hi!" He said. Wait that's such a cool name.

"-I didn't know you were staying with us too" Said my brother as he went in to hug her. She hugged him back with a cute smile. I looked at her some more and noticed her bright blue eyes.

He then went over to hug Finneas and the other girl. She had brown hair and brown eyes. She had nice curtain bangs and a cute outfit that looked similar to mine. We could be twins.

They all talked for a minute before my brother noticed me standing there. "Oh right sorry. Guys, this is my sister Poem. Poem, you know Finneas, and this is Claudia, his girlfriend, and Billie, his sister" he Said, pointing to each of us.

"Hi nice to meet you" I Said holding my hand out to shake both of theirs. Claudia shook my hand and smiled. Then, Billie grabbed my hand. Her hand was so soft. i felt many cold, metal rings on her fingers. I looked up at her to see her blue eyes looking at my brown ones. My heart began pounding faster.

They began having a conversation, but i got distracted by my own thoughts. I wonder if Billie is into girls... I wonder if she would even like me if she was. I mean I hate myself and can't eat more than one meal a day. At least I have good fashion sense-

"Poem!" Said my brother for the third time. "Please bring Billies bag upstairs and find a room for her"

"Oh sorry, sure" i Said calmly, even though I was actually dying inside. She tucked her ocean blue hair behind her ear and picked up a bag. She looked me in the eyes and licked her shiny, soft lips. I felt myself blush and quickly turned away.

I grabbed a luggage and started walking. Billie followed.

I heard Finneas and Lucas talking about some music stuff in the distance while we walked further away from them. Lucas is a music producer, like Finneas.

"So, what do you do?" Asked the Girl walking behind me.

"Oh uh, I'm a fashion designer" I Said, kind of stuttering.

"Dude, what! That's so cool! I love fashion"

"You do? You don't seem like the type to like fashion" I said.

"Hey, just because I'm wearing comfy clothes doesn't mean I don't like fashion" she said with annoyance. Oops.

"What do you do?" I asked in return, trying to dodge that topic.

She seemed hesitant to answer my question.

"... you don't know?" She said slowly.

"... should I know??" I asked her. Why would I know what she does?

"Oh- I guess you'll find out soon enough" she said with a her frown turning into a smirk.

"Ok..." i Said. I don't know about this girl. She seems weird.

We walked around upstairs for a second, until I found a room across the hall from mine. I placed her bag on the floor in front of the gray bed.

Our house is pretty big. Lucas is kind of rich because he produces with Finneas for some big celebrities. Like Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, Harry styles... I feel like there was another but I can't remember.

"Here you go" I Said. "Let me know if you need anything"

I started to walk out of her room, but was interrupted.

"Eilish" Said Billie. I stopped and turned around.

This girl is speaking a different language.

"Eilish?? What does that mean" I said with my eyebrows furrowed.

Maybe my English is just bad and I don't know that word? I grew up in LA with my brother and mom, but I decided to move in with my dad in Italy when I was like 13. My mom is French/American and I was never that close to her.

Anyways, back to the story.

"Uh, Billie Eilish" She said, repeating herself.

"Ohh is that your name? That sounds familiar" I began rambling. "Wait but your brothers last name is O'Connell. Oh do you have different parents?"

I guess that would make sense. Me and Lucas have different dads.

"No they're not, I just- nevermind. See you later" she said, starting to unpack her bag.

I awkwardly stood there for a second, looking at her as she bent down. Her blue hair fell next to her shoulders, revealing her neck. She started unpacking her bag but she noticed me staring.

"Oh sorry. Bye" I said as I quickly left the room.

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Honestly, I have no idea if this chapter made any sense, I'm so tired but I wanted to write a chapter lmfao sorryyyy