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Satisfaction.. (REQUESTED)

Tw:
Gender dysphoria

Plot: Eret (Character not irl) is trying to figure out their gender but seems to be having a hard time..

Requested by:
92273M

Words: 1603 😅

(AS ALWAYS NOT PROOF READ)

(I guess this is sort of based off of my situations with gender identity sorry if it's not the most detailed or accurate thing you've seen)
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Eret's POV:

I stared at my phone the familiar feeling of dysphoria and confusion sticking to me like glue 'handsome man' 'best boy' I thought to myself but it just made me feel even more fatigued 'good girl' It didn't make me feel any better but it didn't make me feel any worse either so I guess it was a start suddenly I heard a soft knock at my door slowly getting up to answer it 'Hello..?' I said with a groan opening my eyes to see the blonde haired blue-eyed child, Tommy, 'You need something?' I honestly wasn't in the mood for talking to anyone today "Wilbur has to talk to us about something and wants all hands on deck" I groaned 'Can you tell him I don't feel well and to write me a letter to tell me what he wants?' I prayed he'd just leave so I can go back to having my moment "No" he said sternly taking my arm and dragging me over to the van "He said it was important and to gather everyone and I'm not going to fail a task as simple as that" we continued to walk in comfortable silence "Goodmorning Eret" Wilbur said before talking about war junk "Now.. Who can use a bow and would be happy to fight with one in the war?" I looked around "Nobody..?" I watched the "boss" slumped tiredly 'I can use crossbow but that's really it' I sighed raising my hand "Wonderful! I'll have that made soon, Thank you Eret!" I rolled my eyes just wanting to go home "I'll make the rest of you swords then but I still would like you to try bow—" I stopped listening after that he seemed excited about this war he had hope that we could win when it was blankly obvious we couldn't "I'll let you all off now! I hope you have a great rest of your day and I'll be here if ya'll need something!" He said with a grin as we all went out seperate ways.

"Hi this is Eret she uses she/her pronouns and she-" he stopped there realising it wasn't working until he suddenly remembered what one of his friends told him when he met him "Yeah I use She/Him pronouns" He started to think of people introducing himself with different pronouns 'Hi this is Eret she uses She/He pronouns' He mumbled it wasn't bad it didn't feel exactly... satisfactory? He desperately tried to find pronouns that worked and then find a label that matched how he felt 'This is Eret she uses any pronouns, His favourite colour is yellow and I think you'll like them!' He finally felt a little lighter on his feet trying to find a label to match his tags 'Genderfluid..?' She muttered it didn't roll off the tongue very well and didn't exactly describe how they felt 'screw this' he got up and went to grab some late-lunch it was a little annoying and was taking forever to search what they needed.

'I can't be bothered to spend the rest of the day doing this..'

she mumbled grabbing some crackers and cheese before heading back into their room to clean up a bit 'cis male?' He thought but quickly scrapped it 'no— I use any pronouns—!' She stopped what they were doing and opened up google 'Can a cis male use any pronouns?' He scrolled through a websites and watched a few videos and that's when it hit him—

The feeling of satisfaction. She sat up with joy and he couldn't wait to tell everyone the news— 'tell everyone..' So many panicked thoughts flew through his head suddenly 'I'm going to have to tell everyone— what if they don't accept
me?— what if they don't use my pronouns? What if—' he took a minute to breathe 'I don't have to tell everyone.. right?' He started pacing around the room 'Will this cause a bigger war?— Dream— what if Dream makes fun of me for it?' They bit their nails tears forming in his eyes 'No— Dream is low... but he's not that low' she wiped the tears that were now falling and started to think of what to say to everyone  'Hey guys I use any pronouns now— I hope you accept me!' He tried to say proudly and with a smile but she was nervous and wanted to go back to the feeling of relief and satisfaction 'they'll accept you.. friends are always there for friends' he sighed and walked to the bathroom to wash his face and try to relax 'I'll tell them tomorrow and if they don't accept me—' They shook their head 'No, They will accept me' she thought to herself before heading to bed and taking a long well deserved nap— (which was more like a long nights rest since they woke up in the morning)

She woke up to the noise of birds chirping and an annoying 16 year-old screaming outside my door 'I'm coming!' They groaned getting up and making his way to the front door 'what do you want child?' They said yawning "Wilbur wants us to practice today and wants you to especially be there to practice your bow-skills" he said with his mouth full of toast 'Alright... Can you tell Wilbur I want to announce something to the rest of the group please?' I said fiddling with my fingers as he shrugged "Yeah yeah— I will if I remember.. see you in 5" Tommy said walking away to the white van 'Today's the day...' I mumbled shutting the door and heading to the closet to change into my l'manburg uniform.

"Good morning everyone!" Wilbur said with a smile grabbing some swords and handing them out to the group "As you all probably know we're going to be doing some training today.. Dreams sent me a scroll telling me to be prepared for a war coming up in approximately 3 weeks so I thought you could show us what you all got!" He looked around as we all nodded, we didn't really want to do this we were just tired and had nothing much to say, "Right then! Uhm— Eret! Tommy told me you wanted to say something?" I looked at him with shocked eyes 'Oh— Uh- yeah— nah It's— uhm- nothing! Yeah it's nothing don't worry about it..' I mentally hit myself for freaking out like that "Oh- uh Alright then... You all may start training then.." his smile faded as we all went to our training stations 'Why did I freak out like that?! I was ready!' I cursed at myself embarrassment obviously showing on my face 'I'll do it next time..' I sighed starting to shoot at the targets.

Everyday started repeating we would all meet at the van and practice and I would fail to announce my big news "Next time" I always told myself but next time never came and soon enough.. The day came when we were finally at war with Dream "Wilbur.. I'll give you an option now.. You can surrender and live under our rules" He chuckled there "Or" Sapnap chimed in "You can fight and possibly lose some of your men" George said with pride as sapnap laughed "Neither.. We'll fight for what's right!" Wilbur said as most of us raised our swords showing we were picking to fight "Alright then... Let's see how well you've been practicing"

I looked around Sapnap taking out niki while George was taking care of Tommy "Well then Eret... Any last words?" I could hear Dream's smirk from a mile away  'Yes actually...' I looked up at his disgusting bloody scarred face with anger 'My name is Eret' I started he started to look confused "I don't need a whole introduction I know who you are" he said pointing his sword at me 'And I use any and all pronouns!' I yelled kicking his leg and grabbing his sword from him our roles now reversed 'My name is Eret.. And I use any or all pronouns.. and you will respect them.. got it?' I snarled feeling extremely dizzy and weak "yes ma'am.." I heard him say getting up and running deep into the forrest before I passed out and hit my head on a rock.

"He should be waking up soon.." I heard niki say as I opened my eyes seeing bright lights "Eret!" I heard Tommy scream watching the lights dim 'hi..?' I looked at the blonde "Do you remember the fight?!" He had bandages and cuts all over him 'Not a lot.. why?' I said getting up and looking around the room "You totally beat Dream's ass!" Tubbo joined in with the praise "Are you okay Eret?" Wilbur said trying to push the 2 loud children away from me 'Feel like 1million bucks'' I said chuckling a bit "Was you coming out the 'big news' you wanted to tell us?" He said calmly as the room went quiet 'Yep.. Yeah it was' I said looking at his big brown eyes "We're proud of you Eret.. We'll support you in the best way we can alright?" Niki said Wilbur putting a hand on my back as a smiled feeling the same satisfaction from before.

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Holy cow— this took forever I hope you like it and sorry for the wait :)