ARIANA & MAC LOVE STORY | Imagine A World Like That

chapter 2: her

How beautiful. That was the first thought. She's so beautiful. How she walks. And that smile, oh that smile and her deep brown eyes. The way she looks at me. I swear I could melt. "Um hi" she said. She said so full of shyness. But that only added to her beauty. She rushed and hugged me. When I touched her, my heart suddenly appeared in the clouds. But I had to remind myself, she's too good to be true, I'll never be able to date her, she will never look me with her gorgeous deep brown eyes the way my heart wishes to. I'm not worthy. I know. Camera man said that I had to kiss her, and I suddenly felt like this was something else, magic, my heart was crying out of happiness. At least for a moment I could pretend. All this thinking filled my head that I didn't even realize her staring at me with her cutest smile. You know, she said "the way" and her voice reached a beautiful note while my heart jumped like suddenly I was a kid. Such an angel, I thought. I knew she was special at the first time we met, she seemed so surprised with me bringing homemade cookies, but she loved them and I had a thing to add to my list, a list of what she likes about me. But I realized that all of that plotting was just from my side, and I had to be present with her. Stop feeding into the future that will never happen, that we will never happen. She's my best friend and she's so beautiful inside and out, and after she said "thanks" "you do have that in yourself too" I panicked, because I didn't even realize that I said it out loud. I laughed and she did too. After hours and hours of looking at her while trying to concentrate what she was talking about I tried so hard to focus on this moment, on this pure connection that we had. It almost felt like she was a friend of mine since birth. We were soulmates, I'm pretty sure of that. Only question my head wanted to ask if that's for a friend type, or what we had could ever be more? But after opening my mouth I knew I couldn't say that, what if that will scare her or what if she runs away, and this connection will be ruined, but I knew all of these accusations were not even near the truth. She's special, unique and her kindness is beyond this world, she could never hate me, run away from me, or do things that would upset me, or both of us. She's angel. She told me that I was weird, not in bad way, I was close to different and she said that with intent to compliment me. And I did enjoy it, I said "I'm, I do like being weird. You're right about that" and we talked about an hour after that until that damned phone of hers rang, not that I didn't like it, it just interrupted us. She said she did have to go home, apparently her brother wants to do a family night, she actually invited me, but I didn't want to ruin anything so I said I wish, but I can't. She didn't pursue me into that, and another character of hers were displayed, she always cared for others, for other happiness and what I would like the best - she would be definitely okay with. That made me love her more. She left and half of heart did too, but I knew it was just a crush, we were kids. Though, I never experienced such love like this, it was new, fresh, amazing. I wish this feeling could last forever. After going back to bed, my head could not let go of that beautiful face of hers,  huge brown eyes with dark brown hair was my favorite memory of her appearance, but she was so special. Her mind and questions took me to places I never knew existed, she was so full of life. Full of joy, and I  actually was so proud of her and so lucky that I was that choice, that she chose me to be with her. To be in this special moment together, it's her debut single. I couldn't be more lucky and happy to be a part of it.