ARIANA & MAC LOVE STORY | Imagine A World Like That

chapter 4: her words

Her words. Her wording, the way she chose to speak was just one of my favorite things about her. I did have like a million. Everyday we texted. About such random things. I remember one day I asked if she likes the rain. And she surprisingly replied that it's her favorite weather, after I asked if she rather would go out to parties or stay in home and watch movies, and again she surprised me with saying "ye, def movies". I loved that she surprised me, most of the girls I've met hated rain "it ruins makeup, your hair and all" and Ariana loved it. She said one of her favorite things to do while it's raining to go outside with earphones and listen to music, her favorite music "it's like some healing you know, I feel like I'm alone, like rain brushes all my facade, after it's just me, it's just me and my tears, me and my thoughts. All me, true me". Wow, that's straight from another universe. She is. What a soul, I'm glad we did met. All these thoughts reminded me how lucky Iam to be friends with her, to have such person in my life. We FaceTimed a lot. She liked to do such random things. One time she showed me her favorite sweaters. Or second she showed me her favorite shoes, most of them were high heels. But her face wasn't so light, she said "I'm so tiny, I have to wear them" "I love sneakers, but those I prob would have to wear with installation like heels under" she smiled. I showed her my "high heels" few sneakers that I adored. They were comfortable and that's all I actually needed. After a while a text that made my heart stop was sent, she said she found someone. I was happy for her, I truly was, but my heart seemed to be crying. I did not understand, was I jealous? Or it was me scared that she won't text me as often as we did. And that happened. We texted, but it seemed different. It was after all, she found someone, I could not take her time. But everything with us was great. We still kept that special connection between us. We forever will, of that I was sure. Only I was confused, because that connection must be something more, something out of this world, that she is, I did already knew. One and only Ariana. My true best friend. And I framed one picture I had printed with her, she as always looking so gorgeous and me doing something, I was seemed to do not know what to do next to her.
Here's the pic, we were backstage and she was just preparing for the stage. We were. "The way" that's our song, her song, it was just as great as she was. I loved that she was as passionate about music as I was. I forever will cherish this picture. And I will forever cherish her.