ARIANA & MAC LOVE STORY | Imagine A World Like That

chapter 5: he reached out

he reached out. we've been out for months, maybe year and half. I guess life really gets busy and crazy and it's just too much going on. I've been out and about with few dudes. they were amazing, but again life just got into our way. it's hard being a popstar. it's funny to say that, to write it like this word. like it's all fancy, shining and colorful and all this success and fame. But it's also so much work and negativity behind it. you just cannot make mistakes. you just cannot act like human. everything u do is under a microscope, huge microscope. Also being so dry. I felt like all this energy was just stolen from me. like it felt like it was desert without possibility to find a place where you can get source, energy sources, or just anything at all. and everyday I was singing, dancing and feeling myself, it was more work doing all these same dances every single night, and wearing dresses sent from my management. And believe I loved it all. I just wanted a day off. One day. And one day I, like a miracle once in a lifetime, he reached out. And we connected once more again, and the energy source was once more here, by my side. he was here. he just texted and got here like in 5 mins. I'm not kidding. We talked like in 2013. And after all, I was After a breakup with Ricky, who I truly adored and still do, I guess I needed someone and god once more proved to be perfect life maker, Mac was everything I needed now, my smile was beamin and I finally felt relaxed and free after doing so much. He was really up to something, but I heard nothing, I was just up high high in my thoughts, I was just so glad he was here. He was my medicine, his soul was. All I needed. Abs once again we are in studio, we just talked and he was giving me ideas about his album, it was about femininity. I was intrigued and impressed by his devotion to this album and all this passion, I felt in love, not only with his words, his eyes, his soul, but this album. I felt like I was Cinderella who just happened to find her prince, this cute so down to earth kid, he was my prince, no....no...he was so much better, his soul was and everything about him. It was like one hundred stars flew just every two seconds and I felt like life was full of this excitement and this everyday adventure. He was my soulmate, I knew this all along and he just proved me, more like he just reached out to finally add this dot for a fantasy or a question which I was like a little girl, scared to answer. I was glad and lucky, lucky to be able to find my twin flame or a soulmate, I don't know but he was everything and he didn't even had to try, he did everything I needed him to do by just breathing.