Passion To Love Yet Fear Of Betrayal (A Zayn Malik FanFiction)

Chapter 8- A new reminder

SHIVANI'S P.O.V

"Oh my god,  is that you ??!" I Yelled with excitment as I ran into his arms and gave him a tight hug, not wanting to let go. Tears started streaming down my face, I felt as if a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulders and I was able to hug the person that was so dear to me. I placed a kiss on his cheek and wrapped my arms around him once again.

"Hey Shivani don't cry love, you know I can't see tears in your eyes." He said as he wiped the tearsoff my cheek.I gave a weak smile and rested my head on his shoulder.

" its been two years, where have you been? Sam asked me as he pulled away. 

"  Won't you ask me to come in or should I just leave from here" I chuckled. 

"I totally forgot, so sorry Shivani. come inside" he said as he escorted me to the living room. 

I sat right next to him. I already had lost him once, but I didn't want to lose him again. We sat there in silence until he broke the silence. 

"I've missed you Shivani."  He glanced at me and then shyly moved his glare to the ground 

It's been two years since i've met my childhood friend. He was the only person that was always there for me when times were tough, he cheered me up when I was having a bad day.He was the kind of boy that every girl dreamed of,  a diamond indeed. He meant everything to me. We became so close that our parents even decided that we were going to marry each other since we never left each others sides.  I was afraid that I would end up loving him but I didn't want him to hurt  me. I had to then make the most difficult choice that I didn't know I would have had to make. The decision to cut any connections I had with Sam. I made a life that was without Sam. I realized what a huge mistake I made and I wanted to talk to him once again, I wanted to hug him one last time. But I knew that was not possible, we were separated and were travelling on two different paths. 

 now that I have met him I remember the past memories. It reminded me of the times we would dance together, It was our hobby and we absolutely loved it. We were put into the same dance academy and we would dance for hours with no intention on ending.  I cry in the reminder of these memories. but I can't change the past and I wouldn't ever wash away these memories. 

I looked up at Sam and smiled 

"I"ve missed you alot also Sam" I whispered. But I soon realized he heard my whisper since his faded smile turned into a grin. 

"I'm not going to ask you where you have been for so long, or why you left without telling me anything. I just want to say sorry if I ever treated you wrongly or if i've hurt you in any way" Sam said as he moved closer to me. We were only inches away. I could feel his cold breath and his heart beat race. I began to giggle leaving behind the intense moment.

"Hey whats so funny " he said as he pulled me in closer

" Your nose is turning red, as always and you don't have to apologize. I just needed some time to myself" I said as I pointed to his nose. His nose always turned red    when he was nervous. We sat there and had a few laughs while there were a few serious moments, time passed by so quickly and I didn't even realize it was already seven o clock in the evening. 

"Oh my, I should be leaving now" I said as I quickly got up onto my feet. 

" No stay, Wait I mean why don't we go out for dinner" he manged to say. I loved when he was always so confused.

My cheeks went hot red and I couldn't help from blushing "Okay, i'll be back in half an hour and then we can go" I replied as I gave him a tight hug before leaving. 

I got back into my room and went to go take a quick shower.I couldn't believe that this was all real. My heart beated quickly. My only thoughts were what should I wear? It was such an important night for me and I needed to look good. As soon as I got out of the shower my cell phone began to ring and I lost focus of what I was thinking about. 

" Hello"  I said

"Hey, Uh, Shivani, Its Sam again and I just wanted to let you know that there is a surprise for you outside your door" 

Before I could reply he hung up. I walked over to the door, eagerly waiting to know what it was. It was a big box with white strips on it. It also had a note 

" I know you're probably worried about what you have to wear tonight. But I wanted you to wear something unique and different because you are. And I know you will look stunning in this. I'm looking forward in seeing you in this tonight.xo"

-Your Friend 

Sam

I couldn't even help myself from blushing even knowing that Sam wasn't there. I smiled at the ground and looked back at the box. I opened the box and my jaw dropped open. I knew he said it was different but this is just way to different. I've never worn something this short in my life!, I have no   idea why he was expecting me to where it now. Someone is trying to push the limit a bit to far. But I couldn't turn down Sam, so I took a deep breath and decided to wear it. It was a black mini skirt with   a black small shirt. I chose to leave my hair open and walked out of my apartment. 

I knocked on Sam's door, waiting for him to open it. He was facing the other way,  he opened the door and when he faced me his jaw dropped open. 

"You look beautiful, i'm literally speechless" he said. I could feel my cheeks burning with a flare of red. 

"Thank you Sam" I said while giving him a little smile. 

"Okay Jake lets go now, I'm really hungry" i complained as I stomped my feet. 

"Okay lets go" He chuckled "Ladies first" He said. which made me giggle. 

" Sam where are we going?" I asked him curiously.

" It's a surprise"  he gave me a mischievous smile. I couldn't help but smile back. Could this day get any better. 

*AUTHORS NOTE* i'm soo sorry i made you guys wait so long! hopefully you will like it and please give me feedback :)!