I'm so sorry.
I'm inlove with her. I am.
But I've killed more people than I could count , i don't wand her to see that side of me but that's the real side of me .
She'll be disappointed and I'm not gonna go through that hurt..
She left to her friends .
I got out the car and followed her..
" lavender don't." I said grabbing her wrist. " let go of me ace , please."
I loosened my grip. " don't be mad lavender I-I'm sorry." I mumbled.
" I'm not mad. Hurt is more the word , I told you how I felt after YOU kissed me , because I thought that maybe you do like me but now your just the next josh." She raised her voice.
"Lavender stop . Of course I care ; I care about you so much. I dont want to hurt like this , I can't see how much damage I've done and it hurts."
" get this through your head ace. I don't care how many people you've killed , I don't care about any of that... I just needed to know in that moment that you were inlove with me too." She yelled walking to the door. She went inside.
I walked back to the car and slammed the door. "Dammit." I whispered.
" she'll come around Ace , we'll pick her up tomorrow, let her have this."
I agreed and we drove to the other base. It was one no one knew about .
I laid down after unpacking everything.
It didn't feel right without lavender next to me on my chest or me on hers .
I needed her.
Lavenders POV
I went inside and hugged Olivia . I fell into tears. " ah what's wrong?" Olivia asked.
" Ace. I told him that I loved him and he rejected it because he's scared I won't love him the same. And he doesn't wanna be in a relationship until he tells me everything." I ranted falling into her arms .
" shh. I got you." Olivia said hugging me.
" guess who flew in from Paris ?" Olivia
" suprise." Trever laughed
Trever was my bestfriend growing up. He's also Olivias cousin.
" trever." I exclaimed.
He has light hair , dark eyes he has a bird tattoo on his chest. He wasn't bad looking .
He held me in his arms and wiped my tears. " who do I have to go beat the hell out of again?" He asked kissing my cheek.
" his names Ace." Olivia but in.
" Ace? Where's he live?"
" everywhere and he was in seria."
" oh-"
" yeah welcome to my hell." I joked.
My phone buzzed. It was ace.
" speaking of the hell. Here's my devil ."
A- I'm sorry lavender. I'm really sorry. Come home please.
L- I'll be back tomorrow ace goodnight.
A- are you still mad at me?
L- no.
A- be honest.
L- yes.
A- can you not be ? Please just for tonight and then tomorrow you can hate me I don't care you'll be home and I can make up for it .
L- goodnight ace .
A- lavender dammit. Please before I come and get you.
L- fine whatever now GOODNIGHT.
A- goodnight.
" Ace? What happened?" Trever asked reading the messages.
" I told him I was inlove with him after he kissed me and he rejected me cuz he's a bad person."
" simple enough." He raised an eye brow . I laid on his shoulder and fell asleep.
The next morning - 8:00 am
I woke up to ace carrying me .
" bro what the fuck." I groaned .
" you were laying on him." He rolled his eyes .
" I was on his shoulder."
" no you were ontop of him. You didn't- do anything right?"
I didn't respond I just fell back asleep.
I woke up on a bed . It was a beach house .
Ace was in the living room with Devi.
I went to the bathroom to wash my face and I came back out. Ace was standing my the door.
" no. Go away." I whined opening the bedroom door. " no . Lavender seriously . Cmon don't be like that."
I laid down and tried to sleep.
" in the car you didn't answer my question. Did you do anything with the guy?" He asked. " no Ace , never." I sighed putting up my hair .
" promise me ?" Ace said softly.
" promise."
I laid down again and felt his arms around me. " I'm so so so sorry lavender. You don't even know how sorry I am."
" it's fine ace. You can't control how you feel: it is what it is." I sighed laying in his chest . " I miss you." He smiled kissing my head.
" I miss you ." I said with the same tone .
" Devis staying with us , for the rest of the week until my parents get home from there trip." Ace said rubbing my back.
" okay." I smiled.
" come eat." Ace said pulling my arm .
We went into the kitchen and Devi was sitting on the couch staring at us .,
" are we on talking terms now?" Devi asked .
" mhm." I nodded .
" I told you both . I'm always right I knew it too ." He joked flexing .
" theres nothing even there." I laughed throwing a grape at him.
