After eating I went to shower. I turned on the shower and let it heat up as I undressed.
I got in and met the water hit my body.
I felt aces hands on my shoulders .
" what are you doing in here?" I chuckled.
" it'd be a shame to waste water , mh?"
I felt him grab my ass as he lifted me up holding my against the wall. The way his lips connected in mine it felt like time stopped.
I felt him. I felt him inside me as he kissed my neck. The water was steaming making it easy to move around. I let out a small moan as he inserted.
" I thought we were supposed to be showering." I moaned nailing his arm.
" something tells me you won't mind the change." He smirked kissing me again . I felt him tug on my bottom lip and he sucked until it was red.
I kissed his neck marking him as mine as he slowly thrusted.
I felt him pulsating as my walls closed on him out of pleasure.
I could feel him going deeper and deeper with each thrust. He was big. Probably to big for me. I didn't mind the pleasure over powered the pain.
He moved my hand over my stomach. Holding it as he kissed down my chest.
I moaned lightly as he kissed my boobs. " I'm-"
" me-to."
I felt him release the same time I did. I moved my hands over to his neck and kissed him gently.
" for someone who didn't wanna waste water , you seem happy about no even stepping in it ." I chuckled .
" I just wanna be in here with you." He smiled.
I kissed his cheek and grabbed the shampoo. I massaged his head with soap as he kissed my neck. " your gonna get it in your eyes." I laughed
" I don't care you taste good." He smirked .
I rinsed his hair and he did mine.
We got out and changed. I seen another piano in the living room.
" do you play it?" I asked opening the key cover.
"Mhm." He sat my on his lap and moved my fingers in the right keys .
" do these keys every 2 keys I do."
I nodded. He showed me how to do it . And soon we were playing it together. I felt his breath in my neck as we hit each key.
" and then." He said moving my finger to another key. He pressed down and kissed my neck.
" and thennnn." He laughed . Pressing down on then next get key.
" how long have you played ?"
" I started when I was 7"
" did you ever get tired of it?"
" no."
I felt his hands on my thighs. He turned me around so I was facing him.
"I'm gonna give my heart to you lavender." He said pressing his head onto mine. " don't break it."
" I won't."
" my dad , he wasn't always good i guess you could say , when I was little he would abuse me and my mom. A lot.
When I got older I got to the point where I could protect myself and my mom. So he stopped. I started killing when I was probably around 13. I would kidnap , sell drugs , everything. My dad made me lose my virginity at 13 to , he said it made me a man. I didn't believe that bullshit though. I've slept with so many different girls lavender it's not even right." He laid his head on my shoulder. I moved him to look at me . " it's okay."
He smiled and kissed my cheek.
" when I was probably around 15 my dad made me torture a guy. I remember him so well. He begged me not to hurt him anymore. But my dad was watching or laughing in the door frame staring at me , I felt pressured so I did what I was told. I killed the guy and my dad made me um get rid of the body . He made me grind him in the meat shredder we had in the basement. I-I won't forgive myself for that. It was disgusting and unnecessary." He groaned laying his head on mine.
" baby." I awed holding his head closer to mine. " I dont know how I feel lavender. I really , really like you. I care and I always will. I love you so much. I don't know if im inlove or not. I never have been I don't how it feels ."
" your okay. It's fine." I smiled kissing his cheek. " I wanna try and make this work lavender I really do."
" then we'll try, I can wait as long as you need to ."
His lips pressed on mine as his hands held onto my waist moving them to my ass and thighs.
I moved my hands under his shirt and held his shoulders.
" you ready to go to sleep?" He asked rubbing my back.
" yeah."
We left to the room and Devi mocked us as he laughed. I flipped him off and we laid down.
We had to leave tomorrow so our bags were already packed.
It was 3 in the Moring when my dad called.
I stared at my phone in shock.
S- lavender your brothers dead.
L- I know . He's been dead for weeks why are you just calling me now?
S- I wanna let you know . Ace killed mamá. That's why I hate them. The only reason I sold you to them is because the money they offered.
L-so you sold me because you wanted money.
S-honey you can come home now.
L- what?
S- ace took javiers life , so I get you back that's the deal me and his father made.
L- I don't know I- what do you mean ace killed mamá ?
S- your mother was engaged with aces father for a while. Before ace was born. Your mother made sure ace was healthy and being fed right because David wasn't always a good person. That's why she gave him back his ring.
When your mother came and found ace hurt by him when he was 14 she was furious and David made ace kill her.
—- call ended.
I stared at my phone In disbelief
I felt tears fall down off my eyes me and my mother were always close.
Until she dies when I was 13
I looked over at ace and saw him asleep.
Could my love for him over power the love I have for the family that abandoned me?
I held his hand to my face and kissed his knuckles. " please don't let this be true." I whispered tears falling down onto the bed .
I fell back asleep
