My mind keeps spinning. My heart isn't winning. I miss you with everything in me. Sometimes it feels as if I'm clinging. Clinging to the memories of hope that have diminished. I see everything is done and finished. Come back aren't the right words. I fear they were never heard. Our happy memories hold me hostage. I feel the tightening of their bondage. To say the words I love you so much. Has made my heart become so crushed. To see you hurts more then it should. I can't call you mine like I once could. To have feelings for another. My heart starts to plunder. My mind and heart are conflicted. The scars already afflicted. Please dont leave. Is all I want to scream. I see you every night. And I fear you've already been brought to a new light. I need to see you, be near you. But you don't have clue. For us to be friends. Causes a burning in my chest. I'll stay in your life however you want me. I just want you to be happy. I'm moving on slowly. My feelings for someone else already delevoping. My love for you tarnished by the one you have now. So with this goodbye you shall take a bow.
