After Instagram (sequel to Instagram || harry Lewis)

Chapter 50

Evie's pov
"Hi you alright?"I said to Simon

"Yeh wanna go for a chat just you and me? I mean if that's alright"he said

"Yeh"I said quietly and I look at Harry

"I'll be in my room if you need me"Harry said and gave me a quick peck and gave Simon a fist pump and off he went in his room

"Shall we go outside it's lovely wether"I said and we headed upstairs and we sat down

"So...I'm just gonna jump into it I am sorry for what I said like if anything it's been amazing since you came to London like your my sister of course it's amazing to have you in the friendship group and we can grow together because we do the same job and that all though you have to admit it's been very up and down for you"he said

"Well I do admit yeh it has but it's not your priority to control my life"I said

"It's a priority to protect you, and if I think your moving fast with Harry I will express my opinion"he said

"By fighting him? Expressing your opinion and getting physical because things aren't going your way it's two different things like I get it you think Harry is doing all this stuff too fast but if anything it's helping us be a better couple like do you think I wanna stay living here with cal? No because the problems it causes and we realised it's better when me and cal aren't living together"I explained

"The whole engagement? Don't you think that's fast"he asked and I sighed and looked away I felt the water in my eyes but my sunglasses was on my head this time and I started to cry

"Please don't get upset because I hate how I'm making you like this"he said and I tired to wipe my tears but they kept coming down my faces

"I really love Harry with all my heart and I don't think it's you job to get into our business about our relationship we talk about the future so much and this boy is the best person who come into my life and I can't believe you can't see that..."I said

"I can see it....And I think the main thing is I'm worried about you growing up if I'm honest like you my little sister and I can't keep up with you at all...trust me it's a good thing though"he said and I wiped all my tears away

"How is it if you don't want me to grow up?"i said he looked away from me a sighed

"You my little sister Evie, I've always wanted to guide you through life but it looks like someone else is willing to hide you through life and you've been going through the right way and I think it's just jealousy but when I try and be the person to help you nothing goes right and you end up being upset and it's my fault"he said and he looked back at me

"Simon your my brother and yes you've made me upset before but your not the main reason trust me you are not you do nothing but protect me even if I hate it but I know your doing out of love and that what makes me appreciate you like Harry and I will grow up probably faster than you and the other boys but that's just us.."I explained

"I know and I spoke nick our brother-"he started to say

"Yes I know our brother you dickhead"I joked tried to lighten up the mood we started laughing a bit

"Well he said I need to let go and let you do what you want because you've always been like that you've tried to grow and been independent and please don't take this the wrong way but we all know your not the best at it so I'm just scared that's all"he said

"Trust me I get it I know I'm not independent but if you let me try I can do it and trust me I'm not going to forget about you and there being protective but then there also something called just being there for me if I need you and the same with me"I said and he nodded