After Instagram (sequel to Instagram || harry Lewis)

Chapter 4

Evie pov
"Feels strange with doing friendship things with just you and Tobi"Ethan said on the tube

"I miss us and bog"Tobi said and they was sat opposite me and they looked at me I shook my head

"Me and Harry are taking it slow"I said and we was at our stop so we got off they walk next to me Tobi on my left and Ethan on the right

"You still friends like you went out for dinner and we just did so surly we can invite Harry"Ethan explained

"And that dinner I went to the other day was paparazzi outside yes"evie said and they agreed

"Let him stop at my crib we can chill and that get some drinks down us"Ethan said

"Apple juice for me"Tobi said and as I scanned my card to get out of the tube station we walked up the stairs

"What do you say eves?"Ethan said

"I say no and might cut today short and go home"I sighed and left they was speechless I'd never be in a mood with them two but I shoved my AirPods in and walked home and I started to cry all my friends forcing me to be with Harry like it's unfair I might just go stay in la after all at least it was chilled there and no forcing then all of a sudden I bumped into someone

"Oh I'm so so-...evie?"I hear Harry day and as I look at him he noticed I been crying

"Hay you okay"Harry said

"I'm fine"I said and went to walk away but he stopped me

"You was my girlfriend since 2017 to the beginning of 2019 I think I know you aren't okay"he smiled and I hugged him and cried and a car pulled up and it was cal in the Range Rover...shit

"Come on...come back to mine just to talk"he said and I went with it honestly why do I do the exact opposite of what I say Simons gonna be pissed at me

Back at Harry's...
"You guys want us around"luxs said from the kitchen wher him and freezy was

"Yeh erm you mind just leaving for a bit sorry"Harry said

"No no shout us if you need anything yeh?"freezy said and he went in the office and luxs went to his room and I looked back at Harry

"So ok I'll what's on your mind"Harry said seeming concerned

"Do you ever feel pressure form people wanting us back together.."I said he wasn't expecting that he sighed

"Yeh but don't you agree with them we broke up over miss communication"Harry said

"Yeah...on your behalf and a year later you told the truth when I came back I gave you multiple chances to tell me and we all be fine"I explained

"Yes I know and I'm sorry! I was just scared of losing you we had an argument before about Katie and you left the apartment and didn't talk to me for two days! Telling Simon you can't deal with it and you said if her name comes up again it's over! Remember!"he exclaimed

"Guys"luxs came in

"I told you to leave us alone! In fact no it doesn't matter! Because she puts the blame on me when it was both of our faults!"Harry said and got up

"Harry"I said

"No! I kept trying with you when you was out in LA but you was out clubbing seeing guys in the background of your Instagram stories and shit! What did I do still try and message you I've been a wreck for a year okay! Fucking put the blame on me"Harry said and left and freezy saw him walk passed him annoyed I started crying

"What happened"freezy said and they noticed me crying

"Hay hay it's okay"luxs said I shook my head this full time I blamed him but really I panicked him that's why he was stressing of telling me before I feel like an idiot the full thing gone to shit I shook my head

"Evie you know too well that Harry will come and say sorry and talk to you"freezy said

"I can't anymore he's done with me...I broke off with him and left and I should have never done it I lost somebody amazing in my life I can't stay here he needs to move on and so do I but I can't do it here anymore"I cried

"I'll call Lilly to pick you up"luxs said and freezy sat down

"Look at me"freezy said and I looked up at him

"You and I have history and I know you and Harry to well now...you both aren't gonna loose each other I know how you feel deep down you just hearing one thing from your brother and different to you mates correct?"he said I nodded

"But that can't get in the way of you and Harry because love you go with what best for you Yeh? Your gut feeling, the selfishness in you like this is your life you do what you wanna and yes your brother family and he wants what's best for you and so does your mates so there no wrong answer"freezy said I smiled

"When did you get so wise when I left"she laughed he laughed and gave her a hug and luxs came back

"She wondered where you went because Tobi messaged her because you not picking up to him, she won't be long want a coffee?

"Let me go to talk to Harold"freezy said and went upstairs

Harry pov
"Harry mate?"I hear freezy

"What do you want mate"Harry said spooning his gaming chair to face him

"What was that bruv, come on we talk about how much she loved you she kissed you she wants to be with you"freezy said sitting on my bed I sighed they always take Evie's side don't they

"She didn't remember what she said in the past and that's why I didn't wanna tell her about Katie and when she left I blocked her on everything so when evie came back thought nothing could get between us but she blames everything on me when really it was her as well"I said

"Yeh but you've just made things worse you lashed out on her and she wants you to move on she thinks your done with her"freezy said

"HARRY! CAL!"we hear luxs shouted in panic we look at each other confused as hell

"Is he okay?"cal said and we slowly get up

"EVIE WHAT YOU DOING STOP! PLEASE!"we hear Lilly voice and we started running as fast as we could but we saw them on the balcony evie was over it looking at the themes...NO this can't be happening what have I done has it really come to this she looked at me her eyes bloodshot for tears I shook my head

"I love you"I said quietly so she could just hear and she shook her head and jumped

"EVIE!!!"we all shout

Tears rolled down my face...