After Instagram (sequel to Instagram || harry Lewis)

Chapter 10

2 days later...
Alissa, cidny introduces me to Maddison beer like I'm starstrucked but they was all laughing and Ethan and callux kept sending me videos of Harry crying or crying drunk or angry drunk because of me like I feel so bad this is my fault

"So Evie any boys? Come on I need to know your love life"madison said

"Well..."I said and laughed alkwardly

"Harry from the sidemen is her boyfriend they just got back together but things got complicated"cidny said

"Oh my gosh that lil cutie my friend literally talks about him all the time and how cute he looks and I gotta say he is cutie but care to explain" madison said and I explained everything

"Well this cal dude needs to take notes your both a thing and Harry it might be hard for him to open up but if he a train wreck the next time you see him he should open up and eventually you'll be better than ever"madison said I smiled

"Advice from my idol! Thank you"I said and hugged her the girls laughed and she said she willing to give me any advice whenever she loves me already like what the fuck that's mad honestly I love LA

"Chantellll!!!"Alissa shouts and I see the gorgeous queen walking through the crowd

"Hay guysss!"she said and she noticed me

"Been expecting you bitch! How you been!"she said hugging me and sitting next to me

"I've been good I guess I mean same old same old with Harry but"I say

"I know you guys back together but I heard you on Facebook with Alissa so you hear for a week?"she asked I nodded

"But I'll explain with wine chats and movies like last year!!! How's you"I asked

"Yeh I've been good just been in the studio maybe could link for a few sessions get you another fire single for your album"Chanel said

"Definitely"I said smiling widely have been the full time since I've been here

"I love this girl accent like I can't"cidny said and we all laughed and got back to chatting then drunk texts started to blow up my phone

Harry💙:if you don't want me tell me
Harry💙:luke you serve someone better I'm fucked up I can't express my feeling nothing but I'm trying because I love you

Evie❤️:Harry your drunk go home get some water and.sleep I'll FaceTime you in the morning xx

Harry💙:no fuck you I trying! Okay I want you evie I do and you just want me to go to sleep

Evie❤️:Harry please I'm out I'll FaceTime you in the morning

Harry💙:bet your with a guy fuck off honsetly

Evie❤️:Harry honestly you think I do that to you? Xxx

Harry💙:can't trust you around cal so why should I

Oh my fucking god the prick

Evie❤️:there you spoke the truth you can't trust me

"Girls we dipping"chantel said

"Wait why about the paying"I laughed

"Girl while you was daydreaming we covered it our treat to welcome you back"Alissa said

"Awh no I owe you girls I promise"I said with a glowing smile

"You know you say this every time but we win"cidny laughed

"Yeh you owe us we owe you bitch"madison said we all started laughing and we got out of saddle ranch and the car was a real long walk away

"Hay madison, Alissa how are all you girls"the paparazzi said guessing Hollywood fix

Oh my gosh is that Evie!! Your back I swear last time I saw you that you told me you was heading back to London about a month ago"he said

"Yeah I just landed today I missed my girls so I'm back for a week"I said smiling

"Wow so did you go back for wrotoshaw because tweeted yesterday with the caption shit times with a sad face and it seemed like you was always together and at his apartment in the back of insta stories"he said

"Who knows!"I laughed because I didn't wanna day anything

"Guys is she back with Harry or not? What do you think"they asked we all started laughing

"They cuties but they do what they wanna do"chantel said we looked at each other and laughed

"I ship them not gonna lie!"cidny said

"I mean I've only met him once at the boxing match but he seems like a sweetheart"Alissa said

"Guys stop!"I said and we all started laughing then they started asking about if me and chantel are going to collab or with madison but they also asked them so questions

"Anyways have a good night girls"he said and we said bye and got in the car and left

Harry pov
I'm a dickhead head, I'm a dickhead a fucking dickhead! I kept saying in my head I read the drunk messages from last night and I wanted to FaceTime but kept stopping myself and I thought fuck it and I pressed it

after three rings. Declined

Evie❤️:sorry don't wanna talk.

"FUCK"I shout and throw my phone and it hit the wall and I rest my head on my desk but I clocked luxs came in

"Bog?"he said and I felt him pick up my phone then sign and I hear the screen turn off and he placed his hand on my back

"It's okay"he said and I sat up and my phone had cracked but I was guessing so and he sat in my bed and I got up and went to the bathroom I felt him follow me

I looked in the mirror and thought for fuck sakes man up lad she's your everything I can't think of she toxic or a drug to keep me alive and there no way that girl is toxic she too kindhearted and grounded that keeps me from doing daft things to get me in trouble or is dangerous but I'm too much of a pussy to tell her my insecurities

"I'm fucked mate"I mumbled

"Your not Harry, you just need to think and so does she you both love each other it's obviously but maybe your both overthinking it"luxs said

"I don't know"I sighed and he said he was popping out but message or ring him if needed and I throughly about what to do I'll send her a voice note I sat on my bed and started to send her one saying

'Hay in thought I tell you this I'm insecure of loosening you okay no matter how many times you say I love you I think, well cal loves you and maybe your ex might come back or any lad in a club might catch or eye or even in LA because you make life easy for me so when you get home next week I'm going to make a list and we can sit and talk about it together, I love you Evie I've never loved anyone like I've loved you remember that and erm I miss you alright speak soon'

I breathed heavily after sending that, that's a big step for me. Fact