Victim Of You || 𝐼𝑚 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑘𝑦𝑢𝑛 ||

chapter 6

Three months had passed after your death, and even three months after, Changkyun was still holding the bitter regret in his heart and that letter in his hand. Letter he planned to give you that night when you could not make it.

This time it was his to stand in front of you, just like you did that night at the club, but instead of the club, it was your grave where you were finally resting, far from his toxicness.

- I think ... well i don't know how to start this, so just let me tell what you never could be able to hear. 

" Y/N, im usually good with writing lyrics, but this time it's different, so sorry if it's cringe to hear.
These are the things i wasn't able to say out loud, because im a coward, im not like you, i dont have the courage you have that i admire. Yes, you heard well, i admire you.
I was afraid to tell you this, because i couldn't accept it myself. Im afraid of my feelings, of the ways you make me feel everytime i see your face, i hear your smile, i see your tears that you try so hard to hide.
Im writing this letter to tell you that no matter how hard it was for me to admit it, i came to the conclusion that i love you, so now you know. No matter where i go, you're always with me, that's why i tried so hard to run away, to ignore you in the hope that your face will leave my thoughts, that the race on my heart i feel whenever i think of you will fade away. But Y/N, it didn't, and now here i am like a fool confessing, but at the end of the day im just an human, and all the humans have their limits, so here are mine. I think it's the last time you'll hear me say this, but please, forgive me."

- Please, from where you are, forgive me. Changkyun whipped away the waterfall from his eyes, before turning his back to the grave, leaving the one he loved that never knew.