Sad world

Saving kattie

  When i miss Kattie I go on Instagram and just imagine shes here over a year and a half we grew together catching feeling for her but its hard just being friends. Her text make you have butterflies her glasses define her face well. she will look 100 times better with makeup she's so pretty and nice.

                                        KATTIE P.O.V

   They keep saying I'm ugly i don't understand why Ava loves me I mean I'm ugly and I have acne one day i will screw up and she'll leave just like Justin. I walk into the bathtub staring down at my wrist ,thighs, and hips i grab my dull razor and start marking my body with cuts not to deep.Suddenly I began to regret cutting.

                                        AVA P.O.V

        Sometimes I wish I had the balls to ask out Kattie but after her and Justin I don't know if that's the right thing to do. One day I will save Kattie from this mess and make her feel wanted. I just got a text from her it says she just cut herself of course I ask why and she says its all about stress, bullying and Justin.  Its 11:11 I make a wish that Katie will be happy and hopefully that wish will come true.

                                   KATTIE'S P.O.V

Its 11:11 I wish that Justin will take me back and my life will be perfect . A text from Ava she said to stay strong and goodnight. But she doesn't understand how hard it is to be strong I mean I'm a year older than her but she still should know how hard it is to be happy when your boyfriend breaks up with you. But sooner or later life will be better just not today.
AVA POV
Months past since kattie moved I still love her but she broke up with her boyfriend. The woman is to beautiful for him anyways her laugh, smile, exciting FaceTime is perfect. Despite the faded and new self harm scars I love her no matter what. I never met a girl that amazing but she feels like she's the one. Nobody could make me change my mind
           KATTIE  POV
It's been a long time since me and Ava have spoken I mean she's cool and everything but I just don't want to hurt her. She's the only person I trust and I actually talk to school has been rough trying to hide my self harm from everyone. Justin and I broken up for the 5th time I mean I love him but he's not serious. But everything I touch I destroy I love Ava but I don't want her to think that I'm using her for a replacement. My mom has been yelling at our family for days and that's more stress to me I haven't self harmed in a while and I'm trying to stay clean but it's hard enough for me.
      AVA POV
I texted kattie and she said hi I'm two days I'm going to tell him I love her Idc about rejection I just want her to know I'm here for her. Seeing her self harm is horrible. She told me everything is better but that's bull , if you saw her you would be happy like she got a new piercing called a smiley honestly the girl is perfect. Her smile looks brighter and her Instagram is filled with so many pictures of her and her smile maybe one day I'll be her gf and her wcw.