Just Fall - Oblivion || Bradley Will Simpson || The Vamps Fanfiction

Chapter 7: Screw Up

*BRADS P.O.V*

It's been a week or two since my whole life come crashing down to right now. Anna was in a car accident and she's lucky to be alive right now. Lauren is having my baby since I screwed her and my best friends aren't entirely my 'best friends' at the moment - I think they completely hate me; I'm not not surprised. How could I do that to Connors cousin, my girlfriend - ex girlfriend, the mother of my two children?

Chloe and Ellie are all I have left but they bring back that constant pain the ripples through me - Anna. How could I do that to her? I'm such a waste of space.

"The usual?" Rick, the man standing behind the same old bar I have been coming to recently, asked.

"The usual." I hiccuped, also nodding.

Rick pored me out a pint and a shot of pure alcohol, and without even thinking, the liquid was burning me as it quickly ran down my throat. I slammed the shot glass back onto the counter and he knew what I wanted - another one.

"You know, that's your eleventh one in fifteen minutes," Rick announced as he pored out another. "Do you not want a break?"

"No!" I snapped back, taking a sip of my drink. The coldness hitting my hand and fingers as I curved my hand around the ice cold glass and then it was down my throat, along with the other five I had previously had.

"Brad?" A high pitched gasp come from behind me, the voice I really wasn't in the mood to listen to right now, and the girl I didn't want to speak to.

"Would you like a drink?" Rick asked her but she denied his offer and took a seat on the stool next to me.

"What are you doing here?" I groaned, throwing my head back in annoyance.

"I could ask you the same question." she scoffed, looking in my direction to try and connect our eyes - I had non of it.

I groaned once again and ignored her question. She knew exactly why I was here, why the fuck is she asking?

"Bradley!" Lauren snapped because she wanted an answer.

"What?" I shouted, throwing my arms up in the air.

"Answer me!"

"You know why I'm here!" I huffed.

"Listen, Brad, I know you're going though a little bit of a rough patch, but you don't need to be drinking like this." Lauren stated, annoyance clear in her voice since she had followed me here every day this past week.

"A little bit? Lauren, you have no fucking idea what I've gone through this past week! -" I snapped but was cut mid sentence.

"I'm sorry, Bradley. I really am."

"It's not your fault I'm a fucking screw up." I sighed, running my hand through my already messy curls.

"You're not a screw up, Bradley." Lauren said, trying to reassure me by placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah." I scoffed, rolling my eyes.

I'm mentally screwed up. Why the fuck did I think banging Lauren was the answer to all of my prayers? I really need Anna back.

Silence fell upon us whilst I started to down my drink once again. My eyes were starting to become extremely heavy and my body felt like it was becoming weak and tired.

"Brad, there was a reason why I come, you know." Lauren spoke up, breaking the silence.

"Oh, so you're not just following me around?" I chuckled, rolling my eyes again.

"Well... Shut up." she laughed, playfully hitting my arm but that knocked me back a little.

"Woah there, Lauren." I chuckled once again.

"Sorry." she laughed.

"What do you want to tell me?" I asked, becoming more serious then before as I tried to pull myself together.

"I have a baby scan tomorrow, just to make sure everything's okay with it." Lauren announced, startling me a little.

"Okay, I'll be there." I smiled.

My head also started to become weaker and started to flop back and forth.

"Okay, lets get you home!" Lauren laughed since she noticed me starting to become tired.

"Thank you, Lauren." I hiccuped again.

"No problem, Bradley." Lauren giggled, putting her arms under mine and pulling me up.

"Goodnight, Ricky!" I shouted across the pub, putting a thumbs up toward him and he returned it.

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Sorry it's been so bloody long but I've been extremely busy with school, exams, revision, people... And I've also had a bit of writers block, so sorry.

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