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Chapter two: Therapist

"Welcome y/n come sit" my therapist said."it's great to see you again,tell me how are you" my therapist grabbed his note book as I explained how I felt today,as always I lied.

"I'm doing great thanks for asking Mr.Itadori"

"Please y/n you've been my client for over three years now, you know that you can just calm me Rayden" Mr.Itadori laughed, I smiled "yeah right"

"So y/n have you taken your medicine today?"

"Yes I did"

"Great,How are the others?"

"Everyone is doing fine I guess"

"Interesting, did you have any panic(or anxiety) attacks?"

"Not at all"

"Hm Alright, can you tell me something about your past with what was her name again.... Annie"

I hated to hear that name, only the first letter could already make me cry.

I scraped my throat "well I remember something"

"Annie want to take a picture together?" 12 year old me asked my life time bestfriend, Annie shrugged her shoulders. I grabbed the camera and we both posed for the foto, I hugged Annie from behind and she tried to smile. "You know,you can smile a bit more" I joked and she punched me on my shoulder "that hurts!" "I don't care"

"I still have the picture, I've placed it inside of my room" I smiled while thinking of it.

"Beautiful,she seemed like a nice girl, can you tell me something about when you still lived in New York"

"Sure I guess"

"Annie I found that one picture we took a couple of years ago!" I said to Annie who was sitting on a rooftop, I handed her the picture, she smiled "you haven't changed since then
Y/n" "let's take the same picture again!" I said enthusiastically "fine" Annie replied.
We got in the some pose as we did back then but this time,Annie genially smiled. "Wow Annie you smiled for once" Annie gave me the same punch on the some spot again "what I was joking!"

"Everytime you talk about her, I feel like I've known her" Mr.Itadori said.

The time fly by and my session with my therapist was over. I walked back home and opened the door from the apartment, everyone was sitting around the dinner table arguing with each other.

They all turned their heads towards me,they all looked really serious.

Armin gave me the i-know-what-you've-done look.

"Y/n why?" He said, Armin pointed with his index finger to a spot next to Mikasa who was facing Armin, his eyes focussing on the table, his left hand was covering his mouth.

I slowly sat next to Mikasa who immediately rubbed my back.

"Show us your wrists" Armin said seriously.

"What?! No I'm not going to this shit is stupid" I fired back at Armin "Y/N JUST FUCKING DO IT" armin slammed his fist on the table I've never seen him this upset.

Armin truly cares about me, he was the father I never had, well I had a father but he wasn't really there you know. I was like his daughter, he protected me at all costs.

Mikasa also treated me like her daughter since I didn't really see my mom, she was a heavily addicted to drugs. Mikasa would kill anyone who tried to touch me or hurt me in wrong ways.

"Armin if she doesn't want to that's fine just leave her alone" Porco stood up for me "you need to shut the fuck up galliard" armin fired back.

"What did you say?!" Porco slammed his hands on the table "enough guys!" Pieck got between them.

Historia and Mikasa tried to calm me down "I'm going to bed I have no energy for this"

Even though it was only 4 PM I felt exhausted.

Mikasa nodded and kissed my forehead "good idea"

"Get some rest y/n" Sasha patted my back.

You probably wonder why Sasha isn't getting jealous of Mikasa kissing my forehead,that's because she knew that we've always done that. It didn't really bother Sasha because she still got to eat mikasa's pussy.

I opened the door of my room and launched myself on my bed.

I quickly closed me eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange feeling, the feeling I always get before I'm having a panic(or anxiety) attack.

My heart started to go faster and faster, I couldn't breath anymore.

I was lucky that Mikasa was going to check up on me, she saw me having a panic(or anxiety) attack.

"Fuck" Mikasa quickly go next to me.

"Hey y/n look at me" she cupped my face into her bare,cold hands.

It felt like a major brick fell on to my chest, I couldn't get any breath "y/n listen to the sound of my heartbeat"

I quickly got my head towards her heart and listened to the Raven-haired girl her heartbeat."now follow my breath okay?"

Mikasa breathed in and breathed out, I tried to follow her breaths and it kind off worked, I calmed down a couple of minutes after.

"You okay?" Mikasa asked me and I nodded, she hugged me "I know this is hard for you"

She pulled back from the head and kissed my forehead "I'm going to sleep now okay?"

I nodded "goodnight"

"Goodnight"

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So I'm very sorry if I described a panic or anxiety attack wrong, I've actually never experienced one in my entire life but my bestfriend has them so I have to calm her down and I use this method.