ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴀ sʏᴍᴘʜᴏɴʏ- ANNIEXFEMALE READER

Chapter three: an old friend

"My thoughts are crawling
You're all I see
I wish
I could
Live without you
But you're a part
Of me
Wherever I go
You'll always be next to me,,

MIKASASNEXTWIFE PRESENTS:
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I HEAR A SYMPHONY CHAPTER THREE
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"Hey y/n can we talk" Armin leaned against the door opening,his hand crossed as he talks to me.I ignored "y/n come on" he got away from the door opening and sat next to me on my bed.
He sat on the other side so our backs where facing each other.

"Look y/n I'm sorry for yelling at you,I was just angry at myself for not looking after you enough, I know how much Annie's death has damaged you but self harming isn't an option"

That's what they all say I thought.

"We all want to help you, we really do so that's why we decided we are going to the bar with you,Mikasa and me, just the three of us just like we always used to do"

Great.

Armin turned around "like I said before y/n I'm truly sorry" his eyes were watery, I saw a tiny tear run down his right cheek.

I hated to see Armin cry, he always tried to stand his man but sometimes he just couldn't and I hated to see that.

"Armin come here" I spread my arms and hug him, I rub his back "you guys are trying to take care of me a little to much"

Armin smiled through the sobs "that's because we care about you"

I continued to rub his back.

We pull back from the hug and he wipes his tears away "be ready in 20"

I nodded as he left my room.

Guilt.
Thats what I felt, it was never my intention to make them worry so much about me.

That's why I never open up about my feelings, I don't want to bother them.

I sighed and walked to my closet.

I put on Annie's favourite hoodie; a black Nike hoodie. She used to wear it all the time it even still smelled like her.

I also put on some sweatpants, Annie's favourite beanie and some sneakers.

I walked out of the door and saw Mikasa and Armin standing at the front door of the apartment.

"You ready?"

I nodded.

Pieck,Reiner,Historia,Ymir,Sasha,Maiko and Porco waved us goodbye. Bertholdt didn't say anything we haven't had a real conversation since that one day he tried to kiss me which was already six years ago.

Mikasa wore a black button up shirt, black pants and a pair of Nike air forces, Armin wore a white button up shirt and white pants with white sneakers.

We left the apartment and started to walk our way to a bar in the middle of Tokyo.

While walking to the bar we passed down a graveyard, the graveyard Annie was located.

"Can we stop for a minute?" I asked them, they both looked at each other "sure"

I walked up to Annie's grave and just stared at it.

It was late at night, the moon was shining bright and I was looking at the grave of my dead wife. I always go here when I need to vent to someone. It feels like someone is watching me from the sky everytime I'm here and I believe that's Annie looking at me.

"Y/n we need to go" Armin looked at his pocket watch and I nodded.

"Maybe in another life time Annie leonhart"

"Welcome, take a seat" the bar owner lead us to a table and we took a seat.

"I'll go grab us some drink" I said and I stood up and walked towards the bar.

"3 beers please" I said to the man behind the bar and he passed me three beers. As I grabbed them I accidentally pushed someone away with my elbow. "What the fuck watch where you are going" the voice said.

Something wasn't right about this situation.....

The voice sounded so familiar.

Who could it be?