I sighed as Keigo argued with my now fired manager. The brute had lined up multiple interviews saying that we could use this attack as a huge fame boost. Keigo leaned over and pressed a kiss to my forehead before stepping outside to scream back at the male on the opposing side of the call. I had quit music completely. I couldn't keep up with it, especially with people constantly talking about the kidnapping, and asking what I went through. I had started having panic attacks, which constantly stressed my blonde haired boyfriend. Fumikage was doing better than Keigo was, but there was one small incident where a reporter had caught him off campus and harassed him for an interview. When I had gotten the phone call from his school, my little chicklet's homeroom teacher was even worried about how this affected my son. My wings, bandaged just like they were when I first met Keigo, barely sheltered me from the onslaught of harassment and gossip. I didn't feel safe in my own home, I was scared. If this is what it feels like to fall so far from being my usual self, I fucking hated it.
I sighed before getting up and going to the bedroom, tracing my hands along the walls, something I had learned that calmed me. I felt like all my life, my strength, my pride was just gone. Everything was destroyed and I felt like I was drowning in everything going on. Everything was just moving too quickly and I couldn't keep up. All the memories, everything that I had to go through with the League of Villains, just came flooding my mind like a plague.
I didn't even know I was crying until I felt a hand brush my tears away. "Love." Keigo's usually bright eyes looked dark as he frowned at me. I pressed my hand against his as I leaned into his touch. "I'm sorry." The words slipped past my lips before I realized it. "Love, it's not your fault." Keigo pressed his forehead against mine. "It's okay to cry, Y/n." "I-" Keigo took my face in his hands and made me look at him. "Love, you can cry around me. I will never judge you." He pressed a kiss to my forehead. He was shaking... or was it me that was shaking? I couldn't tell. At the worst possible time, his phone went off again. Keigo sighed before going to answer it. Would it be selfish of me to ask him to stay with me? I reached over and grabbed his arm. "Please, just stay with me. I don't wanna be alone right now." Keigo smiled softly before pulling me into a kiss. When he pulled back, he answered his phone. "What is it? Look Rumi, I just need some time with her." Keigo said quickly before hanging up and tossing his phone on the dresser behind him.
I was picked up and pulled into the bed, Keigo's hands on either side of my head. "Keigo?" "Shh, let me do this love." His hands worked swiftly to remove my clothes. Keigo leaned down and pulled me into a kiss. This one was different. This one felt almost as if it was the first and last kiss we would ever have, soft but rough, sweet but passionate. I hooked my arms around his neck as his hands travelled down to my hips. He pulled back for a split second, just to look at me. "You are everything to me. I love you, Y/n." Keigo stole my lips in another kiss, before moving to let his lips trace down my body. "Keigo." "Let me do this. Please?" I nodded.
I've never felt more loved in my life.
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