"(Y/N) I can't take this anymore. It's been a month since we had our last conversation. :(" Rap Monster messaged me on Facebook. I just read it and ignored it.
"Can't you see how I suffer? It's almost a month that I'm always drunk." He messaged me again. Is it my Fault that I'm tired of giving him chances?
"You know what? Every time that I'm drunk I think of ways to how to forget you.. but it won't work." He's getting on my nerves!
"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT STAY AWAY FROM ME." I replied.
"Please, I can't take it anymore. You're the only thing that I have. If you could ever knew what's my life here you will understand me. T_T. " wow? Is that it? I understand his life in abroad. I understand that he had work there. But why does he have a time on some things? But when it comes to me his time is always limited.
"You have your chances. But you waste it. That's not my fault, Namjoon. " as soon as I typed it I logged out. This is gonna be a long night.
Well, Namjoon and I once had a long distance relationship. We met each other through social media. His cousin is my friend so his cousin helped us to meet each other on my country. He's a good looking guy, he had dimples, a blonde hair and have an awesome voice. He raps a lot. He once mad a song for me. For me, he's like my bestfriend. Why? Because I can tell him my secrets, sometimes he's an older brother to me, because he is crazy, and always teasing me when we are chatting or skyping. Sometimes, he's like a father to me, 'cause he is over protective. Our relationship last for 4years. On that 4 years of being with him is fine, but when the time he have been addicted to an online game and things that makes him busy, he ignores me like sht. When in the morning he only texts me a "Goodmorning. Iloveyou." And That's it. What kind of boyfriend is that? That kind of routine is all he's been doing. I try to fix and save our relationship but it looks like I'm the only one who wanted our relationship to last long.
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I opened my Facebook account to check my notifications. As expected. Namjoon messaged me again.
"Your the only girl that I loved. You are way different from my pasts. Do you remember what happend to us a year ago at my house? " he said. Gosh. That's a year ago and he still remembered it! Do you know what happend?
Flashback.
He came here and he said that he wanted to see me. As soon as I got that messaged I quickly changed my clothes and went to our meeting place. At first we went to the mall.
"(Y/N) do you want to go at my grandma's house?" He asked. "Okay." I said and continued eating my tacos. "No one is there. They are on their vacations. They gave me the key to the house so that I can stay there for a week." He winked at me.
We went to his grandma's house. It's nice. It's small but the house is Well arranged and neat.
"Let's go upstairs." He said and he grabbed my arms. My heart beat went faster. I think something could happend. As he opened the room he changed his clothes. He put on a Plain white shirt and a boxer. I think I know what's gonna happen next..
I feel awkward when he stared at me.he bit his lips and started kissing me on my lips. I responded to his kisses. He was on top of me, he removed my blouse. I stopped. "Namjoon. Stop. " I said softly. But he ignored me. "Namjoon. Please Stop. This is wrong." I half-yelled and he stopped. "Don't worry." He Then kisses me again.
Nothing bad has happend. I'm still a virgin. Because he said he knows his so called limits.
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"Thats nothing, Namjoon. Forget it." I replied. "Please comeback to me." He said. Ugh! I just ignored him.
One month had passed.
Namjoon's POV.
a Month had passed. I got my ticket to the plane. I will surprise her. I just wish she could not ignore me this time.
As the plane landed on her country I quickly went to my Aunties house. They gave me this house because they migrated to Canada. I changed my clothes. I'm nervous now. I called my friend Taehyung.
"Hey hyung." I said as he answered the call. "Oh. Hi." He replied. "Can you help me to see (Y/N) today?" I asked. Then we planned a set up.
Your POV.
"I'm bored. Can we go the the park?" J-hope said. Well, he's right. It's kinda boring today so I agreed with his idea and he called our friends.
At the park.
"This is for you, noona. " Jungkook gave me a bouquet of flowers. I looked at him with confused look planted on my face. "What is this for." He just winked at me. They all left me sitting on the bench. I saw them putting 7 chairs in front of me. The music starts. Just one day.
They started dancing. And to my surprise. Namjoon is there too. When did he came here?
As the music reach the end. Namjoon walk forward and smiled at me.
Can you please stay with me?
After those words my brain didn't work. He held my hands. "Let's begin again. Stay with me." He said and kissed me on my lips. I responded to his kisses and give him another chance to prove that he wants to start over again.
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