childhood friends (aone x reader)

"i was gonna tell you"-

aone scrambled to his feet, nearly falling to the floor as he yanked the cover off the bed to cover himself as i hid under the sheets.

"NENE"?! he asked again.
he was in complete shock.
"ao. i was gonna tell you but i-"
i didn't know what to say.
how could he ever see me the same after i tricked him this way?

for crying out loud we just had sex and it was only 6:30 am.
"you- no... it's not you". he spoke backing away.
he was in denial about these events unfolding, and honestly i was too.

i shouldn't have let him kiss me- it shouldn't have went this far without him knowing.

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FLASHBACK 🌟💫
(aones pov )

it had been 6 years since i moved away from my old city. but somehow when i found an old picture of nene all my memories were able to come flooding back.

i was 13, sitting on the floor of my room with tears in my eyes.
i never told her that i was sorry for leaving without making up.
i spent the entire day searching social media for her but i just couldn't find her anywhere.

i asked my mom to call hers... but she had lost the number.
there was no way i could talk to nene again anyways.
she probably already forgot about me.

i always imagined what nene would look like when she was older.
i wonder if she's hot now.
i wonder if she has tits yet.
...
nah- probably not.
we were 7 when i left but i'm pretty sure i have a good idea of how she will turn out.

i hope one day i can find her though.
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regular pov:

me and aone had awkwardly gotten cleaned up and dressed again.
he told me he wanted to talk to me, but he was in the bathroom right now.

i sat on my bed fidgeting with my hands, nervous for what he had to say.
i couldn't imagine what was running through his head right now.
regret?
i don't think he ever liked me that way before, so this is probably the most shocking thing in the world right now.

i heard the knob for the bathroom turn and i sat up straight as he walked out.

"ao"- i started.
"don't say anything". he stated.
it sent chills down my spine to know i had just reconnected with my childhood best friend, and now he was probably furious with me.
he's probably thinking about switching rooms right now.

he sat down on his bed across the room and sighed.
then he put his hand to his face and sighed again.
"i knew i recognized you".. he said softly.
i looked at him searching for a clue as to how he felt inside.

"i should have told you". i whispered ashamed.
"i should have realized.... i knew you called me ao". he responded.
...

"i'm sorry". we both said in sync.
there was a pause and then he looked like he wanted to say something.

"i knew you were familiar, i'm sorry i didn't remember you... and i'm sorry i told you i didn't want to be your friend anymore, that's weighed down on me for a long time". he said.

"Aone that was so long ago, i'm just sorry i didn't tell you who i was. i didn't want it to be weird. and i didn't expect this so it was hard for me to make sense out of it"...
he smiled a little.
"you're so grown up"- he said quietly.
　"no you're.... so grown up". i said back, my voice fading.

there was some tension.
we both knew what we had just done.
but it was hard to admit now.

"i never knew you liked me". he said making a joke, and smiling boyishly.
"i told you before". i replied.
"did you"? he asked looking down.
"what did i say"? he questioned.

"you said you were too cool for a relationship and that it was- all kissy bleh bleh". i laughed slightly.
"ah- i was a asshole"?
i laughed again with him.
it was still weird to hear him curse.
...

"ao to be honest- it's really strange to see you living so mature. i mean the drinking, your friends".
"the sex"? he asked.
i choked on my spit.
"yeah that too". i mumbled.

"i mean- i think we're old enough now. if i'm being honest as well, you're way different than when we were kids and i'm kinda attracted to you". he said.
my eyes widened.
he was still straightforward that's one thing that didn't change.

"i've always... been attracted to you, since we were kids. i just didn't know the way i liked you".
i put my knees up to my chest.
was i over sharing?

he smiled.
he had a dimple now.

"be honest. now that you know who i am... do you regret what we did"? i asked him.
my heart was racing.

he put his legs on his bed now and ran his hand through his hair.
"nah. it was good".
that was enough to send tingles down my entire spine.

"if you didn't shock me i would have had a really good orgasm". he stated.
my legs felt so weak hearing him talk like this.
my head was dizzy and i felt drunk.

he never held anything he was thinking back.

"now- where did you learn to take dick like that nene"? he inquired with a playboy grin on his face.

that's it.
i grabbed a pillow and buried my face in it.
"embarrassing you"? he laughed.
i nodded my head in silence as i bit my lip.

"ok ok i see you still get shy". he spoke as i tried to disappear.

oaktree- GAH DAMN HE FINE.
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