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~skip 7 months~
today is the day of my baby shower. i'm 8 months and i'm having a baby girl. zyair is very excited for her to come and so am i. the co parenting as been very good. no drama. no arguments. just vibes. i put on my dress and fixed my hair.
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i went downstairs seeing the set up outside and everyone here.
"aww it's beautiful thank you" i smiled hugging demi.
"ok don't get mad but zyair came in here with some girl and i think there dating but i don't wanna jump to conclusions and start problems." i looked and then shook my head.
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"just leave her as long as she's not on anything i'm fine" just then they walked up to us.
"hey" zyair said smiling.
"hi"i smiled back.
"this is my girlfriend Lana, Lana this is my baby momma Anyah"
"hi nice to me you"i smiled at her with my hand out.
"i don't shake hands" she rolled her eyes walking to the snacks. i watched her walk away looking back at zyair.
"you better get your bitch before i do" i walked away as well.
"i love the set up best"sway said.
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"thank you"
"who's ole girl zyair rolled up in here with."
"his new girl she rude as hell" i answered.
"i never thought i would see him with anybody other than you" shaniqua said.
"neither did i but i guess it's time to move on"i looked down walking away. i went to the chair sitting down cause my feet we're starting to hurt. baby z started kicking so i started rubbing my stomach.
"hi mamas we're having a party before you get here and when you get here mommys gonna take you home and we're gonna watch the boondocks and then daddy's gonna visit us..."i started tearing up.
"a-and on the weekends your gonna stay with daddy and mommy's gonna be l-looking for a new home for us"
"why you gonna be looking for a new home"zyairs voice scared me. i just stared at him with tears coming down my face.
"you wanna talk about it some where else" he asked making me nod. i got up and followed him upstairs to my room.
"what's wrong?"he asked siting next to me.
"my moms moving to L.A for her job and she told me that she wanted me to stay here or go with her."
"well what did you chose?"
"that's the thing i haven't chose. i don't want to move because i don't want to ruin you and her relationship that's not right. so i wanna stay but it's gonna be hard finding a new house cause i can't stay here and i just feel so alone" i broke down.
"it's ok let it out explain to me exactly how you feel ma"
"i feel like there no help. i feel like i'm doing everything on my own and- and it hurts because ik i can't do everything by myself but i still chose to. and your daughter is gonna stress me out i swear to god" i said graving a water bottle from the side of my bed chugging it.
"ik u said you feel alone but i'm gonna always be here for you and baby z ok?" he grabbed my chin. i nodded hugging him tightly crying in his neck.
i stopped after a while and zyair went and told everyone the party was over and broke up with his little girlfriend in front of everybody and came back laying with me until sleep took me.
