A/N: Short chapter friends! I just thought that I would add this in because I really wanted to show you how deeply this is affecting him. Also there is talk of self harm in this one so beware. Happy reading
Noah's P.O.V:
I was just starting to fall asleep when I felt the need to leave. I couldn't breathe. From the stress of Cammy's situation, to the shame I felt that I brought upon my mother, I couldn't take it. I needed to do something to get my mind off of this. I started going through my options.
I thought about OD with street drugs but, my mom would be ashamed to know that not only is her son a screw up, but an addict. What more could I do to make her feel like I failed her?
I thought about jumping off the Brooklyn Bridge, but my mom would probably have her whole unit searching for me, and who's parent wants to find their child's body washed up?
Than it hit me, Razors. I knew I could do that in the comfort of my home. I slowly made my way back to the house. I quickly rushed to the bathroom. I slit both my wrists. Just seeing the blood dripping out of my deep cuts, made it feel better.
I slowly tried walking around, and then everything turned black.
Olivia's P.O.V.
Where was my son? I was freaking out.
"Manda where is he?" I cried
"Did you try tracking his phone?"
"Good Idea."
I prayed that he was somewhere close.
"Wait... he's at home." I showed her
"Okay lets go."
Benson household
"Noah?"
"Noah it's mom."
"Liv over here!" I heard one of the Uni's shout
The door was locked but I could hear the faint sounds of water rushing.
I burst through the door, and there lay my son. I quickly searched around to find a pulse. I ended up finding one, but it was weak.
"Manda call a bus! It's Noah!"
Okay I feel better now that he was found. I'm not trying to make light of slitting your wrists, as it is something personal to my family. So anyway I didn't make him kidnapped or anything. until next time enjoy.
For those struggling with suicidal thoughts, and or contemplating please call this number (800-273-8255) It is open 24 hours a day, you can call or chat. Please know you are worthy and there is hope.
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Away Goes The Night- An SVU story
FanfictionThe firece, and badass captain of the 16th precinct, Olivia Benson; became a mom to her son Noah Porter Benson, 16 years age. In that time, she taught and molded Noah into a well respecting young man, who respects women, and is kind. But what happen...
