Her Smile...(Rewriting)

4.) Close Calls and Pain Killers

Hange POV

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I was cursing at myself, how could I let my dear (Y/N) slip from my grasp. How could she leave me like this, why wasn't I watching her? Why do I feel like this? I just met her a few months ago how the hell? Goddammit. Levi told me to not go around catching feelings and this is how I'm rewarded, my love being there inside of a hospital and me out here doing Zeus knows what (hc that Hange believes in the Greek gods). "Mx," I hear someone say. I turn around noticing a nurse with (Y/N) in a wheel chair. "You can't smoke out here," (Y/N) chuckled. I look down at the cigarette in my hand and noticing it wasn't lit, I threw it on the ground. "(N/n).." I cried. "Hey babe," she smiled a little. I ran to her and hugged her. "DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!" I yelled cupping the beautiful girl's face. "I won't I promise, it was stupid of me-," she started, but I cut her off with a small kiss, her lips were still soft as ever. "Baby don't worry about it," I smiled. "Sorry to ruin this moment of yours but Miss (L/N) has to go back to her room now, you may spend the night," the nurse says grabbing the handles on (Y/N)'s wheelchair. I followed the nurse to the room (Y/N) was staying in and sat down in the small chair beside the bed. The nurse hooked (Y/N) up to all her monitors, heart monitor, blood pressure monitor, an IV  and a vitamin drip. I watched patiently before shutting off the lights and turning on the small lamp next to (Y/N)'s hospital bed. "Hang," (Y/N) started. "Hm?" I asked, leaning over the table to plug in my phone. "Will you come lay beside me?" she asked. I smiled softly and walked over to her, "Of course sweetness." She scooched over closer to the side where the monitors were placed carefully, and I slid in next to her. She clinged to me and smiled, although the room was dark the lamp illuminated the room just enough for me to see her beautiful face. "Take a picture, it'll last longer.." she hummed. I blushed furiously at the fact I had the balls to stare at this goddess. "So now you got balls huh?" (Y/N) asked sarcastically. "Did I say that out loud..?" I asked, embarrassed. "Yup, never knew I was beautiful enough to be a goddess," she laughed snuggling into my shirt. "You smell nice," I heard her say, although it was muffled. "Thank you (n/n)," I giggled. 

(Y/N) POV

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I woke up at 2 a.m. to the nurse laying out some painkillers on a tray on the counter in front of my bed. "Nurse Petra.." I groaned, rubbing my eyes. "Ah, you woke up just in time," the ginger smiled. She walked over to me with the painkillers and a glass of water. "You have to take these, Dr. Nanaba sent them in," she said. "Ah ok," I yawned. Dr. Nanaba was the one treating me, she was pretty nice and I overall trusted her. Nurse Petra stared at Hange with a small blush over her cheeks. I noticed it and immediately covered Hange with the blanket. The nurse snapped her head over towards me like she was angered I covered up my lover, who's shirt was off and over me. "Ah, they don't have a shirt on and they get cold easily," I lied. "Oh, it's fine," she lied. She was such a bad liar I could see the hatred in her eye, I decided to not take any medicine from this bitch. From all I know, she could try and kill me and run off with Hang, there was no way in hell I was letting this happened. After I took the painkillers, I pulled the covers off of Hang waking them. "What's wrong angel?" they groaned. "Keep an eye out for that nurse..Petra, the ginger," I said. "If I may ask why?" they asked, sitting up. "She was eyeing you while you were sleeping.." I muttered. "Oh wow," Hang said looking down at their chest. I hugged them tightly causing them to hesitate for a while before hugging back. "I love you," I sighed. "Love you too angel," I heard them say.

Hange POV

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As soon as (Y/N) fell asleep, I immediately got out of bed and threw on my jacket. I slid on my slides and walked over to the elevator. The swift wind hit my shoulder like a wreaking ball as soon as I stepped onto the second floor balcony. "Kinda dumb to have a balcony so close to patients' room," I heard someone chuckle from behind me. I turn around to see the ginger nurse that (Y/N) was telling me about....Petra. "I suppose.." I sighed. The nurse joined me on the balcony. "You look amazing," the nurse said, trying to get touchy. "Okaaayyy, first of all engaged," I said pointing towards my high school ring. "Second of all, not interested~," I hummed whilst walking off towards the elevator. The nurse followed up behind me. "Please, I can do so much better than whoever she is," Petra scoffed. I grabbed her hand and turned her to face me. "YOU. ARE. NOT. HER." I said, grabbing her by the collar of her uniform. "And you can never be her," I sighed throwing her to the floor. I definitely need a smoke break at this point. I walked back to see (Y/N) curled up in a ball on the floor crying. "What's wrong angel?!" I yelped. "My head, I-it hurts so b-bad.." she cried. I pushed the call nurse button that was next to the bed, and held (Y/N) as she cried into my shoulder. Soon enough a nurse rushed in and I told her what was going on with (Y/N). When the doctor looked at the medicine on the cabinet though, we had our reason why (Y/N) was the way she was. "Excuse me Mx. Zoe," Dr. Nanaba called me over. "Yes ma'am?" I asked, walking away from (Y/N). "This is not the medicine I prescribed for Ms. (L/N), this helps produce insulin I called in some painkillers.." Dr. Nanaba said just loud enough for me to hear. "Do you know who the nurse was last night?" she asked. "Yes...Petra Ral," I began.

(Y/N) POV

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I could hear the doc and Hang talking in hushed voices, and it seemed really suspicious because me and Hang were really open to each other. "Excuse me," I said, quite loudly which stopped the whispering. The tension in the room was so thick I could slice it with a knife. "May I be escorted to the bathroom please?" I asked. The doctors had to escort me to the bathroom to make sure I wasn't going to try another suicide attempt. "Yes, Mx. Zoe if you would," Dr. Nanaba said motioning towards me. Hang walked over to my side of the bed and helped me up. We walked down the hall towards the bathroom and I shut and locked the bathroom door behind us. "Hang-"