The pain in my arm had dulled but it lingered like the strong scent of rubbing alcohol on a cut,
the press shielded me from any light and the veiw of the camera held at the control panel I was out of veiw to all not even the light reached me,
weird this feeling it's so familiar yet so foreign to me like the feeling of a bittersweet candy that you can just vaguely remember but felt comforting nonetheless or like cotton candy melting on contact with your saliva,
so this is what the despair of death feels like huh? However,,,
I guess I deserve this. Like Saihara said only hours earlier, what was it again? Oh,
yeah I remember it now...
"Your alone Kokichi, and you always will be."
The words were burned into my head like hot grease on a frying pan.
It burned yet it was cooling it was like the cooling sting of a mint not on your tounge painful yet calming nonetheless, however I guess he wasn't that far off I am ALONE even with the space idiot standing only feet away.
I turn my head to face him, his eyes...what was that look? Pity? Regret?
Or maybe it was fear I can't falter now it was too late to turn back we reached this far it's too late into the plan to turn back now I'm dying,
But...I couldn't help but pity Kaito,
his only reason for helping me was to save Maki,
but maybe he also wanted to save Them...
who knows but. I can't think too much on this or else I could die before the press got to me.
I nod my head slowly and look back at the press as it starts to lower,
it was a slow yet it was too painful to think of the pain I attempt to calm my nerves,
but I couldn't,
my mind rushed to the others,
I'll never get to apologize or say goodbye to them...I guess
I should right now.
"Goodbye, Yumeno-san, Saihara-chan, Mamota-kun and Harukawa-san...I'll never get to apologize for all of what I've done, but maybe I can save you all from Junkos iron grasp. Goodbye, friends"
The press continued to lower closer and closer inching me more and more towards death and I couldn't help but smile,
I saw my death coming from day one and maybe,
I couldn've saved the others faster but...I could be wrong however this is the right thing to do,
to end this killing game to end Danganronpa I felt the cold metal of the press against my nose.
"I'm sorry..." I whispered
And then, black...
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FanfictionDISCONTINUED TW: Blood, hinted sh+suicide, body dysphoria, minor transphobia and murder vr au Unexpectedly waking up in a hospital isn't ideal when you wanted to join the people you hurt. Even so an apology would be useless then cause the deed has b...
