If only he knew...

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WARNING-SELF HARM AND ITHER STUFF

You sobbed so hard till you couldn't feel anything. You cried loudly. Till you were numb.
There was more you never told him. How your dad was an alcoholic, and beat you, and your mom, she would allow it, and dud drugs, as well as sold you off to people as a kid to be pleasured. They never took your virginity, but they got amusement. Those sick Bas- ba- sturds. You whispered to yourself.

You were starved at age 5, to "maintain a perfect figure. Which explains why you're insecure. Your parents does when you were 11, but you had no one, and never wanted to even consider a foster home, or being adopted. So you managed to have something set to where you could live alone. It was scary sometimes. But you got around it.

Your stand flew out trying to console you, but it never helped, you only want josuke, and him to hold you.

You searched for a knife. And pondered "if I die right here right now, would anyone care?" You said.
You cut yourself high enough to be invisible to regular daily activities. But it was deep. You laid there your stand making a said whimpering sound. It held you and nuzzled her head into you. You couldn't help but keep crying. You wanted to end it all.

But you stopped yourself from going further. Instead you went to bed. And sobbed.

Josuke pov

That bitch. She thought I'd buy into her lies. It was just like they said, she's an ugly ass bitch, who thinks she's good enough to sleep with 3 other people. And date 2 of them. She's f'd up.

I hope she has a miserable life.

Your POV

You went to school the next day, not caring about anything because you had your stand. You saw okuyasu and koichi and thought they may listen to you.
You walk over and they start snickering about something.
"Hi guys" you said giving a small smile
Okuyasu and koichi look at you and start to insult you. You felt hurt. So you ran away to ignore anything else they said.

Class was hell. Everyone telling you to kill yourself. And you started to think perhaps that wasn't a bad idea.
After school you went to the park. Your stand manifested and walked with you. You held its hand and skipped.

Josuke pov
"The hoe is here too, how great" I said to my friends. They laughed and Pointed too. "Why did you date such an ugly person josuke?" Koichi asked him. "I have no idea, but I'm smarter now." I said shooting them a smile.

(Y/n) stopped as she heard us from afar. And walked over to the River spot we used to go to.
Your POV
Maybe I should seriously jump. No one cares, no one comes, no one matters. You sat atop the bridge handles.

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