Dylan O'Brien Imagines

Stiles - She Left

" Where are you going? " he asked. She didn't know, she had no idea. All she knew was her best friend Malia lives if she leaves Beacon Hills. She  needed to leave but eith all her heart she wanted to stay. She hated being a supernatural, if she wasn't one of them maybe she could had a chance to stay. She could tell her friend that she loved him with all her well-being but she couldn't do that to him. She was scared that if he loves her back, he wouldn't let her go.

 " I don't know. " her voice was shaking and it was quite. She wasn't crying but he was. He loved his friend with all of his heart. He loved her more than he loved his own dad. Maybe because her name was Claudia, like his mother' name or maybe the way she speaks without thinking and immediately regrets it. Maybe the way she laughed, maybe it was her short brown silky hair. Everything... 

" Please don't go, your my friend. We-I lost to many people already i can't lose you too. " he begged her stay. He knew it didn't matter, she was going one way or another. 

" Your my friend too and believe me i wanna stay, i wanna be here and graduate, dance and prank you... " a grin found her lips, a sad grin. She sighed deeply, her eyes found his eyes the ones with tears. " But I love Malia  so i'm okay with losing everything for her. " she continued, his eyes was a mess, he lost his friend yet again... Allison, Boyd, Erica, Brett, Adien and now Claudia. " If you were her, i wouldn't even hesitate like i did 15 minutes ago. I don't want lose you." she smiled and dried his tears with her thumbs. 

" But i wouldn't let you. " he held back his sobs. Her sad smile turned to nothing with his words. Her eyes was getting wet. " I wouldn't let you... " he said once again. He was crying, he didn't stop cying after he heard she was going away. " I wouldn't. " he mumbled. He was angry to his friends. Why were they letting Claudia go? Why they did fight for some rondom people but her? How could Malia let her best friend go?

" Stiles, just let it be. " she hugged him for last time. His amazing hugs, his comforting  smell. She was gonna miss it. He buried his head on her shoulder. He hugged back and held her as tight as possible.

" I can't find you if you go, you know that don't you? " he asked. She knew very well, that was the whole point. Like she knew that he was gonna try to find her anyway.

" I know. " she free him, her arms dropped her sides. He sobbed, he didn't even need to let them in anymore.

" Clau-- Claudia " he sobbed. She kissed his cheek. She wanted to tell him that she was in love with him but no it would hurt him more. She looked his golden eyes, she wanted remember every color in his eyes, every emotion they held. She wanted to dig into her memory so she could close her eyes and imagine she was looking at them.

" We will meet again someday or in a different universe. I know we will " She left without saying goodbye. Those were the last sentences he heard coming from her. 

Now he was going to meet with his friend, he didn't wanted see them cause he didn't know how he would react. He was taking in all of the things that happened in last 30 minutes.

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He rushed through the door. He wasn't crying anymore, all the pain he felt was gone but you could see his rage in his eyes. 

" Why the fuck you let her go? " he yelled. He really wanted to know. No one spoke. " Tell me why you fight for everyone, even those people don't deserve, even me but her ? " he looked around again no one spoke. " Someone gonna answer? " he yelled. 

" There is nothing we can do for her. She chose herself... to go, she chose... " Scott said. Stiles wanted to punch him but he stood still. 

" Nothing we could do? Are you fucking kidding me, when Void possessed me there was nothing we could do but we found something. I said i'm okay if you kill me cause i was.I chose to die if you let me maybe Allison would be alive. She chose to go beacuse it meant you would be alive . She will choose to go so her best friend could live a happy life. " he said, his voice broke more and more with every word he spoke. 

" Stiles, I'm sorry. " Malia said but she didn't look sorry. She looked relieved. Relieved cause she was alive and it meant she can find new friends, best friends to be exact.

" Yeah, whatever helps you sleep at night. Oh and i almost forgot fuck you guys. " he said and left Scott' home. He didn't even know if he would be there ever again. He really didn't care. He lost her. He lost his Claudia like he lost her mother. He felt numb. He didn't get sad re let himself be happy. He felt her void in his heart. Somedays he dreamt about her and those times were the thing keep him alive.