Magic City||JIKOOK||

I feel like im waiting for something thats not going to happen

——-<3Jimin
Sometimes I think to myself what's the point.Every waking moment I am in is the same over and over again.I wake up go on my phone,go to school ,go home, go on my phone, go to sleep. There's nothing to it I hate being alone but I love it at the same time.I feel as if I'm waiting for something that's not going to happen. I hope this Jungkook guy bring something fun into my life it just ignores me like everyone else does which doesn't bother me a win win either way.Speaking of the word kook that goddam "kooks_bunny"is in my fyp again....he's kinda hot....oh NOOO no I'm not into people like that no not ever.I threw my phone on the other side of the bed and starting staring at my ceiling."Fuck my life"is all I could say.I look over to see my band posters I see my one love "RM"I'm not really into that kpop shit but Namjoon is hot I only listen to his stuff he produces some good shit amongst the thousands of other kpop idols.When I was younger I wanted to be a kpop idol I kinda of still do but it seems tough and I don't want more stress put on me hell I don't even have a job nor do I know how to drive."You know what fuck this day I'm going to sleep"I curse to mysel.
——time skip——-
My mom made me go to stores with her which is fine 'maybe I can find that kpop store everyone on tik tok is talking about' I think to myself.A small pink store was brought to my attention called "Heaven and Hell"I decided to go inside on a limb that there might be something there.I see the a rack of different types of skirts yellow,green almost every color of skirts.I want to try them so bad I was so dress feminine it just seems fun and makes me feel happy that I could do that.I decided to clutch and get the pink,black,white and plaid skirt.As I was going to the check out I made up an excuse"they are for my cousin she's coming over"the cashier just nodded not really caring it much into scanning my stuff to care about what I say which is respectable.I walk out of the store I see my mom..shit I SEE MY MOM SHIT SHIT SHIT what I'm I going to do.
"Honey why do you have skirts"she didn't seem disgusted by it thankfully."I wanted to explore my sexuality Yknow umm...likes and dislikes"I am about to cry why did I say that I could have made an excu-....
"Oh it's fine honey I understand I support you threw anything your still my Jimin that's all that I care about right kmow"she hugs me I almost start crying when I heard.
"MRS PARK"I hear a masculine voice from behind my mom.
"Oh my jungkook I can't believe your here early"she laughs like a mother would in an unexpected situation."this is my little Jimin isn't he so cute"
"Yes mrs park"it almost seemed robotic to my ears but to my mom it sparked something that she wanted to accomplish I saw it on her face.I sat there in terror knowing what she's going to end up doing."I know he's buying himself some skirts to explore himself aren't you so proud of him I sure am".
I bolted out of there so fast I ended up going to Spencer's to look around at the stuff just for fun.I never went to the back of the store before I heard about it threw social media and when I was a kid but I never actually went back there.I saw a pole I was intrigued pole dancing seems like a cool hobby I can do. It's only 50 bucks 50 BUCKS..it's fine it's for a good cause.as I was walking out of the shop I saw Jungkook looking at me threw the glass of the summits across the hall he is with a few of his friends introducing them to my mom.I'm so glad the Spencer's back is black so that they can't see what I bought.I walk over there OH MY FUCK HIS FRIENDS ARE HOTTER THEN NAMJOON...I'm just kidding Namjoon wins.I see a man with a nice smile looking at me
"Hello I am kooks friend Jaehyun you must me Jimin"he smirks and looks at jungkook.I never realized how short I was until this point in my life jesus fuck these men are giants.
"What did you buy from that unholy place Park Jimin"I hear my moms stern voice.I planned on telling her about this but in private it's not like sexual or anything so I don't see the problem I don't think she will"I'm going to try to pick up a new hobby I will tell you later"I side eyed her so she would not press me about it.
"Ok anyways it's nice meeting you early jungkook when are you coming by the house"she asked curiously.
"Prolly around like I don't know 6 does that sound good I don't want to interrupt anything"she said side eyeing me.
"No no no honey that's perfect come and please boys come by anytime to meet up with him I don't mind maybe even bring Jimin-"I interrupted her"OK MOM LETS GET GOING GOT TO COOK YKNOW AHAHAH"I hate myself for that.
"Oh ok bye bye sweethearts".

We finally fucking leave that hell bent place.
"So what did you buy at that one place"I pulled out the bag from the back seat not really nervous knowing what she was going to say"I wanted to try pole dancing of course not the sensual one just the cool one I saw some online and wanted to see what that whole thing might be about"
"Ok honey just be careful about it I don't want you to be hurt when you fall from it I'm so darn proud of you being yourself I'm happy to have a son like you"she kisses my cheek I'm happy to have a mom like this.Now we wait for six to come by.