The livestream has end an hour ago but Picture of them hugged eachother keeps repeating in my head,
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I know it sounds childish but I can't help feeling this start from when I don know too..
Our managers still discuss with the event organizer about things and he let us wait in the waiting room. I checked my phone while waiting the same as other members cuz we are tired from spending too much energy in the last hour.
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It everywhere on platform about them, fuck!! It's so hurt, I feel like I am replaced or am I not important to him? Did he just hug s.o else infront of me?? not like I hate Junkyu hyung or I am jealous I just don't like when he paying more attention to other infront of me...
I locked my phone and decided not to think about it until our manager called us to go back home.
I walked to car 3 who have full pack of 4 members Junghwan, Jaehyuk, Asahi and Yedam hyung (I was suppose to ride in Car 2 with Haruto, Hyunsuk, Yoshi hyung) though we are in different dorm but who care when Haruto will only ride with me everywhere we go.
I opened the car door and hop to the front seat and sit between Jaehyuk and Asahi hyung, i lean my back and closed my eyes...
"Jeongwoossi your car is over there" Jaehyuk hyung spoke and poked his finger into my arm, but I don care just keep close my eyes
"Yahh Jeongwoo why are you here? go to your car" Yedam hyung shout from the back seat
"Hyung let me ride with you today please!!!" I said while making puppy eyes to Yedam hyung who glare at me like he wanna eat me but he still not say anything more...
I lean towards Asahi hyung and hugged him "Hyung let me sleep at your place tonight, will you?" I said with my eyes closed and tight hug but I can feel that Asahi hyung nodded his head and maybe Jaehyuk patted my head randomly....
Talking about these two hyung I am so bless to have them by my side, Jaehyuk hyung been my roomate from the beginning and we shared everything both bad and good when we were roomate and we still do the same now, I can say that he is my comfort zone, my best buddy and also my brother
Asahi and I started to link to eachother recently cuz of Jaehyuk hyung always brings me to visit Asahi's room and he keeps brag about how Asahi's room is so beautiful and comfy like Hotel room
After we changed roomate and dorm I keep visit them and talk to them everytime I am bored,
I hugged Asahi hyung until I feel vibirate from my pocket, I loosen the hug and take out my phone, and I saw few miss calleds from Yoshi and Hyunsuk hyung.
I forgot that I should inform them if I wanna ride other car, not waiting too long I start to call back to Hyunsuk hyung...
"Jeongwoo where are you, I can't find you, Where are you now, are you alright or are you lost??" Hyunsuk sound from other side ask me not even give me a chance to answer
