yogurt. | jcm x ksw

7

"changmin" the younger called out behind him. sunwoo grabbed the elder and pressed him against the wall. "sunwoo? let me go-"

"what did i tell you about opening doors so fiercely." sunwoo growled and moved his face closer to directly face changmin. sunwoo, most of the time, didn't realize it but changmin was really a lot  shorter than him.

changmin panicked not knowing what to do. sunwoo looked really mad and so he became slightly scared of the other. "i am sorry i didnt know anyone would be there." the elder helplessly tugged sunwoo's sweater "please let me go-"

seeing changmin like that made sunwoo completely sober. "oh my god i didn't mean to i am sorry changmin i wasnt going to-" he stepped back to let the elder have some space. "did you become drunk that fast?" changmin asked as he was calming down from the situation. "i guess"

"then... i'll go back in" changmin excused himself and made his way to go back when sunwoo made him stop. sunwoo had rushed forward to hold his wrist. life is not a movie but sometimes it may seem so.the same thing as earlier repeated itself. changmin was turned around in an elegant way and it again felt like time came to a stop. but this time it was his lover who faced him just as how he had wished. changmin's cheeks, when not already were, turned pink."i actually wanted to say something else." sunwoo said as he let go of changmin. sunwoo looked down and started talking "thank you for the other day. you really saved me with your water." he paused and took a sharp breath. "and i am sorry for getting mad i was just scared by how sudden the door opened i get scared easily you know? and i just wanted to play off the fact that i almost had yelled out of fear. i didn't mean to upset you in any way. you were so kind to offer me your water bottle even though i got mad at you i-" sunwoo was interrupted by a finger infront of his mouth. "shh" changmin said and gave him a comforting smile."it's okay, really."

changmin's finger slightly brushed over sunwoo's lips, they were so soft.  sunwoo felt tingles run over his whole body and then took the hand of the elder. he brushed his thumb over the back of changmins hand while scanning over him.

his baby like face, his pink cheeks, his straight hazel brown hair, his kissable lips, his cute nose and his eyes. sunwoo looked into his eyes and got lost in them. the golden brown color which made his eyes shine like the afternoon sun.

sunwoo wouldn't be able to control himself, he was trying hard to resist his urge. he wanted to kiss the elder immediately. he wanted to have all of him. sunwoo would've placed his hand around the elders waist and would've pulled him closer to himself. he would've placed kisses all over changmin. sunwoo wasn't sure if it was the alcohol or if this was really how he felt towards changmin. but one thing was certain, changmins natural scent was driving him insane. 

changmin, as well as sunwoo, were going crazy inside. the elder's stomach was filled with butterflies and his skin felt hot. why is sunwoo holding my hand? thoughts filled his head but he never wanted sunwoo to let go of his hand. ever. changmin thought of saying something but he couldn't even think of one thing. he just wanted time to stand still. he wanted to be able to stay so close to sunwoo forever. 

"sunwoo?" both heard chanhee's voice and shrieked back. unaware that he was holding his own breath, sunwoo gasped for air as he backed up. the faces of both became red from embarrassment, it's as if their secret thoughts, their fantasies had been heard. 

"y-yeah i am here" sunwoo stuttered and hurried to go back. he faced changmin one more time before he left.

once he was gone changmin sunk down and placed his hand on his chest. it felt as if his heart is going to spring out. "i can't believe what just happened" he slowly breathed out. was sunwoo going to kiss me? was he the only one who felt like that? 

sunwoo looked so gorgeous. words could never describe the beauty changmin saw. in fact not even his mind could comprehend this immense beauty. 

 i wish i had said anything or that i had done anything.. anything to make it last longer. whatever it was that we had in this dear moment i never had wished more that time would freeze.

deep in his thoughts changmin hadn't realized that juyeon approached him. "hey, you alright there?"changmin flinched at the sudden voice and looked up. he faced juyeon and slowly nodded. the younger held out a hand for him to which the elder gladly took. as changmin stood up and juyeon spoke, "we are about to head home, won't you say bye?" he sweetly grinned and changmin just smiled back. both headed to the living room where they were saying their goodbyes.

changmin entered the room with juyeon and saw sunwoo and chanhee giving everyone goodbye hugs. sunwoo turned to juyeon and gave him a short hug. he then faced changmin and stopped.

is he going to hug me?

changmin stepped slightly forward but sunwoo just gave him a short wave. he then left the room and called chanhee to hurry. changmin was left behind frustrated. 

was he just imagining things back then? was sunwoo not interested in him? not even in the slightest way? 

why didn't he hug me?