Tailor Maid (JenLisa)

TM #26: Who's Your Best Friend?

A/N: Errors Here and There. I will edit when I have time

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Title: Still Sleeping

Artist: Jai Wolf

JENNIE'S POV

Saturday

01:48 AM

I know I said I wouldn't drink anymore tonight but...

Fuck It!

Fuck Everything!

..And especially, Fuck that Fat Bitch Lisa for not keeping in touch with me!

I Fucking Hate Her for making me feel miserable!

She didn't text or call me again at all and so I figured that tonight, I'd drown myself with Alcohol so I can at least temporarily forget that I meant nothing to her!

I cried all day after going home from Rosé's Place

As soon as I reached my house, I went straight to Lisa's room, wore one of her over-sized shirts and slept in her bed.

I know It's pitiful but it's the next best thing that I could think of to be close to her

I Miss Her Presence, Her Scent

I Miss Her Smile

I Miss Her Warmth

I Miss Everything About Her.

I Miss Her.

But She Obviously doesn't feel the same and that's what hurts me the most!

I've never cried so much for a person before, not even when Ji-yong left for training or when My Grand-father passed away and that fat chick managed to make me cry a whole damn river for her.

I'm so Pathetic

I can't believe how I unknowingly gave her so much power over me and now, I'm suffering the consequences, drowning with grief because of heart-break

[A/N: I know that's not exactly how someone uses 'Cry me a River' but oh well, long story short, I just want to emphasize Jennie's agony]

"Jennie! What the fuck bitch?! I thought you're not drinking tonight!"

"Ugghh! You again! **hiccup** Why can't you leave me alone and find yourself some guy to fuck huh?! **hiccup** I'm tired of seeing your retarded face, Rosé!-Hey! Yo! **hiccup** Bartender! Make yourself useful and pour me some more of That! **giggle**"

"No! No! Don't give her any more of That..whatever it is!" Rosé said shielding me away from my drink then she turned her attention back to me

"You're face isn't exactly a work of art either Jennie, so don't flatter yourself"

"Whatever, Go Away Chipmunk! I'm busy!"

"Listen, As much as I want to leave you alone Jennie, I don't want you dying on me! You're the one signing my paychecks and I don't want to be unemployed! I'm at the peak of my career you drunk slut! And I'm not gonna have you ruin that for me!"