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Chapter 11

(Y/N) POV

It was the night before I was returning home. We were going to leave the next evening, so I still had a whole day in England ahead of me. I couldn't sleep, the thought buzzing around in my mind. I looked at my window, which was open, and debated climbing over to Tommy, something I hadn't done since Tubbo visited. He was gone by now, but we had fun, the three of us.

I silently got out of bed, grabbed Rascal and climbed onto the window. Normally, Tommy would help me across, but I didn't want to wake him up. Carefully, I put one foot on his window, and made the gap. I slid through his open window, and onto his bed. That woke him up. ,,(Y/N)? What are you doing here? Did you get over okay?" He asked, sitting up next to me. ,,I'm fine, just couldn't sleep. Sorry for waking you." I answered, lying down next to him on my back.

He laid back down too, after setting an alarm for the next morning to get me back over. ,,No need, I couldn't sleep either. Cuz you're leaving tomorrow." ,,Cuz I'm leaving tomorrow." We said in synch. We looked at eachother, and chuckled. Sometimes, it seemed as if we could read eachothers minds. We laid in silence for a few seconds, maybe a minute, before he asked "Can I.....try something?" I made a mhm sound. ,,Alright, can you face away from me then?" I did as told, anticipation rising in me. Soon enough, his arms were wrapped around me, spooning me from behind.

,,Is this okay?" He asked, slight embarrasement in his voice. He couldn't see my face, and I couldn't see his, but we were both blushing. ,,It's fine." Again, silence fell over the both of us. This time, for a while longer. ,,I'm really going to miss you, ya know?" He said. I could hear the sadness in his voice. ,,Me too. I still can't believe that I actually met you, and that I already have to leave..." It was my turn to sound sad. We both were. The past month we had been practically unseperable. The best of friends.

That word. Friends. It stung. Both of us. The other didn't know, but the both of us hated that we were just friends. We both wanted more, but we were afraid that the other didn't feel the same, but we did. That night, however, Tommy decided to try and change it. ,,Hey,uhm...Can I ask you something?" I turned to face him, his arms still around me. ,,What is it?" Our faces were so close, noses practically touching. The darkness of the room didn't hide his blush. Then, he spoke.

"Can I kiss you?"