Half Love

So the next day I went to my best girlfriend "suzzy". I explained everything to her but all what she could do is to smile.

What ! Suzzy , I'm actually explaining something serious to you but all you could do is to smile.

Babe ,what did you really what me to say, you have already given the answer to your self love.

I don't get suzzy , "feeling down",like which kind of answer.

Babe, The both guys loves you and besides the both of them propose and you used your mouth to tell me you think you love Richard (she smiled) not even sure maybe you love him.

Suzzy , please stop,I came here for help not you pouring fire to it.

Babe if you don't want any of them just dash me one (she left ).

5 minutes.

Are you still under pressure on the guy to choose.

Abeggi leave me suzzy, I don't want drama.

(Phone rings)

I'm sure that was Brado calling and  you have been ignoring this guy for weeks, why babe, this particular guy didn't do anything wrong, he was lovely, he was caring , countless times he have been awesome even if his goodness didn't show on the screen .

Yes is true babe.

And the Richard ,he is also awesome.

Babe, I don't know what to say, just follow your heart or follow who Fu.......ck

Hey, stop this ,none of them .

So after  many hours of discussing with babe, I left her side and I went to my apartment.

When I reached my apartment , I off my cloth and put on my airpod till I fell asleep that shows I want know disturbance.

It was evening already and I was still on my bed but a phone call woke me up, it was Brado. I ignored the first call but he still keep calling till I picked the call.

Hey Brado , whatsup.

Love, why have you been ignoring my calls.

So sorry, have been busy lately ,I just have to find something to back it up.

Really, so how have been work, he said.

Fynnnn .

Can I come and visit you.

Me...I .. won't ,be...arr (stammering)

I know you would say that but atleast Allow me to come.

Ohh ,ohhh, you got me, you can come.

Thanks love.

I quickly stood up from the bed, arranged the untidy sitting room ,bath and dressed up.

20 mins later

Knock knock knock.

Please, you can come inside.

We both give ourselves a friendly hug.

Hey love, how have you been doing?

Quiet okay and you.

Not too fyn

I know where he was heading too but did I care, I really do.

The last time I saw you was the day I told you i loved you he said.

What is it, trying to pretend but seriously I'm too bad at that. Yes is true.

But you couldn't give me an answer,he continued.