Half Love

  Good morning ma.

You can all sit down.

Sorry guys, have been so busy .

I didn't tell you ,I was my own Manager ,I can be a lazy ass sometimes but thanks to Suzzy who do cover up for me.

Today meeting isn't really a long talk ,I just wanted to appreciate everyone of you for your efforts and dedication so far. Thanks so much .

You're welcome ma.

I baked alot and I have won many awards for that, you can see that beside my walls and I'm a fashionista, The awards on that can't be counted. If it comes to fashion , Please call me boss. My believe is this , Pretty ladies needs to earn hard than fucking around . Be a bad bitch and spoil your man. I laughed as I dismiss them.

I checked my phone which seems it was vibrating for a long time, Due to my busy schedule today , I didn't intend to hold my phone . I managed to check through, it was Brado . 8 missed call, What is going on? I called him back.

I saw your missed call, What wrong?

Can you come to my office now ,he said.

I couldn't tell him ,I was busy , immediately I took my car key ,Yep, Have abandoned my car since the last accident that happens to me. I almost got myself killed, But eventually I took the courage to carry it out today, it's a brand new car which I bought two months before the accident.

I reached his office , I went straight to his office .

Good morning Brady.

Good morning love.

First time calling me Brady.

I smile, what sup, you call seems important .

Were you busy.

Not really ,I mean I was actually but I couldn't finish up because you sounds urgent.

He smiles, I don't really know or Maybe because of what I said. He gave me a paper to sign on , I wonder for awhile but he persist me to sign.

I didn't bother reading it and I signed .

Cool he said.

What cool about signing ?

Can you please, Be good to me ?

Of course, I will .

So I left his office and went back to mine. I barely focus on what I was doing. All my attention was on the words he told me, How will he tell me ,I should be good to him. Have I not be good to him. Immediately I remember what Suzzy told me . Noo, it can't be. Ok ok, I will be so good to you.

" I will be so good to you Brado". Immediately I heard a voice from my back which divert my attention back to reality . You will be so good to him. Are you seriously thinking about him on duty. Like girl did you really see what you wrote on someone work. That was Suzzy, I guess you'll knew already.

What!! Like i never knew I was typing that. Immediately I asked her to sit . Babe like how did you see Brado ,is he cool?

Of course, why the question? I know what is bothering you, I knew countless time when guys jizz you , I knew when you needed love but it wasn't love you get as return. I knew when you wanted to love so badly and stick to one man but those stupid ones makes you believe there is know love outside. I knew when your best friend guy wanted raping you even though you were more decent than me. I know all this changes you , changes your thinking, changes your perspective about guys.

I wanted to hold my tears but I couldn't. Yas, today I was the cry baby. Definitely I know Suzzy will make a joke with that when I'm alright. I know the girl for that.

I couldn't hold my tears, I  hold Suzzy closely and squeeze her. Her last words makes me smile like I really don't want to but I can't help it.

Will you suck my breast cry baby?

I looked at her and gave her chest friendly slap , don't be silly .

Thank God, you smile.

So you always find me pity .

Not really but I do pity you. She smiles. Now the universe know you have passed through a lot, you aren't what they think.

What did you think is there thought about me?

A lesbian ,A whore maybe a player or you aren't in your senses. Maybe I said.

Haven't done something bad for them to think such thing.

You're about to do it . Brado and richard.

I know you don't want to be hurt but trust me Brado is cool.

Thanks sis, thanks for coming through for me, without you I don't know how my day would have been.

You need to call me big sis ,I deserve it today, imagine me petting hard girl

Lol, you have a way to hit the spring .

Not all guys are the same , we still have  cool ones. You don't have to turn a player to revenge, God will do it. Still be your decent girl , Your man will surely loves you the way you're. Fuck any guy that thinks they Sabi play ,tell them we Sabi pay there bills.

Nah ,Nah ,I laughed hard .

Babe, leave your work and let go out. You need to feel good "Oladipoe" said so.

I could hear a loud music coming  from my neighbor place , it was disturbing , I could barely sleep even though I feel like sleeping . I stand up from where I was ,pace through the window like I was expecting to see something credible , Went back to my bed to sleep again, But the more I want to sleep, the more louder the music became. I stood up again went straight to my shelf, Look through it and I found a book "Lost memory " by woke soyinka , just a glance  , you will know it a old book written by the great scholar around "1998". I flip through the book  and drop it again. Immediately the present song caught my attention ,it was davido that sang  the song. Title, "The best". Have loved davido since I was small so I'm always eager to hear any of his songs. Yep , I do argue with Suzzy . He is a legend .

Immediately the song finish which I have been following along , I went to my wardrobe which isn't arrange. I look through the cloth quickly and took the last one I arrange with hanger and went out .

Hi lovers , hope you're enjoying it .

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