We arrived pretty quick since it wasn't that traffic at all , we went inside, ordered our meals and cheered ourselves for our success finishing another college year.
The food came and I was so sure that i was drooling at everything that was served in the table.
well im kinda of a big eater despite my thin figure in this baggy jacket and shirts heh.
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We ate and stuffed our tummies with delicious food in our table, I put down my chopsticks and burped after eating the last mandu (dumpling).
Everyone laugh at me and scolding me for eating almost everything HAHAHA after chitchating about our lives we enjoyed the rest of the night and went home.
After 1 and half week later
Summer might be fun for other kids but for me it's more in the middle cause I work at a mini drink cafe here at near our town. I work as a part timer when i go college but now i work at day-to-afternoon shifts.
It was now 4:00pm my off duty starts at 4:30, I work as a cashier and a waitress, it pays pretty well since i got todo a 7 hours of work instead of 4 hours only unlike before.
I've had it managable anyway so i don't find it hard as a working student anyway, wiping the tables and moping the floors were my last to-do to finish my duty.
I was about to put the mop in the bucket when i got a phone call from eomma, it didn't took me a second to grab onto my pocket and took my phone out of my apron and answered.
"Oh eomma wae (why)?" i talked through the line, i hear her panting and leading out shaky breaths. it seems that she is panicking or something.
"Eomma calm down first ok? what so happening noe gwaenchana? ( are you ok?)"
I asked worrying and wondering what the hell is happening right now.
"Your U-unnie (sister)" she spoked with shaky voice .
"Unnie? why what happened to her ? is she ok?" I asked now frantically shaking and telling myself to calm my nervous system thats taking over me .
"i-i can't contact her anymore, i texted, called her friends, c-co workers, manager, Nothing i-i tried to call her many times but she wont answer, its been 3 weeks and ...I'm scared that something happened to you unnie" she said now crying at the line .
"3 weeks?! but I though she was ok , you told me that she just called you 2 days ago? " I said sliding my fingers through my hair out of frustration.
"jamkkanmanyo (wait a minute) ok? i'll be there" i said hanging up and got my stuff, i told the manager i had to leave early because of an emergency that came.
I dashed out of the cafe and went home quickly as possible, As i arrived not wasting any second longer. I stormed inside the house and saw my mother standing the living room sobbing with a phone in her hand.
she looked at me with tearful eyes, painfully watching her that vulnerable I came closer and threw my arms around her making her feel safe as i wish i could and she start sobbing more.
"naneun mueos-eul haeyahalji moleugessda" (I don't know what to do)
She said crying in my arms, I cried feeling so down also not knowing what to do in this situation wanting to tell myself that everything is gonna be fine.
"naneun modeun geos-ul sidoheassda (i tried everything)"
Hearing her crying shatters my heart a million times painful than my heartbreak. I never wanted to see my mother in this situation every in my life.
"gwaenchanh-eulgeoya" (its gonna be fine) i comforted not knowing anything else to do. Just then she pulled out of my arms and looked me in the eyes, i saw something in her look that i thought iwould ever see again....eyes of
Pleading..
Just before i could open my mouth she spoked "i don't know how to explain this please go after your sister.. " she pleaded holding both of my hands.
"jebal (please)..i can't lose you and her just like your father did to us." I just stared at her and slowly nodded.
"Ok i'll go" I agreed but inside im so confuse of everything, tons of questions are swirling in my mind in and out like a tornado. She finally ended up sleeping in my lap after a lot of crying while i brush her hair staring at nowhere filling my mind of thoughts and questions.
when do i go?...
how far is it?...
where do i go if i arrived?...
where is she?....
is she ok?...
I flinched back at reality when my phone started to ring out of nowhere and picked it up fast not letting the sound wake my sleeping mother. Slowly and quietly i slid out and put a pillow in her head and went to a far corner of the room.
I saw the dialer and it was eun sang. i pressed the green button "hey besti-" i did not let her finish what she was saying and I immediately spoke.
"I need to talk someone right now please, l-lets meet at the park" I said and hanged up the call not letting her speak.
i might go crazy if i don't let this out...
I turne to see my mother piecefully laying asleep, I grabbed my shoe and walked out of the door grabbing the spare keys and left the house discretely.
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