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aren't I supposed to look pretty when I cry?
puffy cheeks and runny nose
I know beauty is pain but I can't see it anyway

who am I to say what you're supposed to look like?
'I don't know, but I want your opinion'
I have an opinion, I just don't like it
Or maybe I don't like you, I don't know

I tend to forget if you're really a monster or if I made you up
All the broken circuits in my head switching lenses for me
Constantly sparking but form no flame

I cannot keep living in this silenced shame
Either I change me or you're to blame

Everyone's too loud and I cannot speak
Thank you for texting me first
But when I reply why do you disappear?

I'll shatter my phone into pieces, I swear.


idk, this is kind of bad with no set meaning and I wrote it in a sad chaotic frenzy lol so

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