It was all for you

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*smut warning

He took my father, how could he..
Suddenly I see Heisenberg
"Y/n?"
I look up at him In utter and pure horror
" you stay away from me" I say
" Y/n I don't-"
" keep my name OUT OF YOUR FILTHY MOUTH" I yell
He freezes, unexpectedly shocked at my sudden anger
" will you calm yourself do-"
" calm myself? CALM MYSELF??!!"
I bursted out laughing, I lost complete control and was going insane.
" you PSYCO you TOOK MY FATHER"
His eyes widened, he now understood why I was so mad
" y/n let me explain" he says
" YOU DONT GET TO EXPLAIN!! WHAT IS THERE TO EXPLAIN" Tears start pouring down my eyes harder then before
" STOP SCREAMING" he snapped
" I HAVE EVERY SINGLE RIGHT TO SCREAM AT YOU" I yell back
" YOUR HORRIBLE YOH DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING BUT YOURSELF!" I added
" NO YOU DONT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I HAD TO DO FOR YOU?? IN ORDER FOR MIRANDA NOT TO KILL YOU?? NOT TO KILL YOU LIKE SHE KILLED YOUR FATHER?? I DID IT- I DID IT FOR YOU I GAVE EVERYTHING UP FOR YOU!" he screams
What does he mean..
" WHAT ARE YOU SAYING KARL YOU ARENT MAKING ANY SENSE" I yell back
" WHE-When you were taken by lady dimitresu, and you collapsed in front of all 3 other lords and mother Miranda. It took everything I had to keep her from killing you." He says
I don't understand
" I don't understand" I said saying exactly what I was thinking
" I tried to save your father but I could only save you, she killed your father that night I'm so sorry I couldn't stop her. I had to make a deal with Miranda in order to keep you alive"
I was shocked somehow heartbroken over my father all over again
" so mother Miranda, she killed my dad" I say heartbroken
" yes" he tells me
It hurts, it hurts just like before all over again.
I stayed silent for a bit

" did he suffer?" I asked him

" I don't know" Heisenberg says

" do you think he did"

He stays silent.

I start crying and I sit on the floor, completely heartbroken.
Karl not knowing what to do, simply comes and sits next to me. He stays silent, understanding I needed to let this out.
After a bit I stopped crying and me and Karl sit in silence.
" I tried to bring him back, I couldn't stand seeing you so miserable." He says
" why?" I ask
He turns his head towards me.
" why do you care? Why didn't you kill me like all the others, why did you tell me not to leave you and then you almost kill me, why do you act so mean when you have good intentions?" I ask him all at once
He turns his head back to the wall in front of him

" I'll be honest with you, I don't really know."

My eyes widened, I figured he'd know the answers to all my questions.
But when he didn't,
I felt completely lost.
There's another brief silence
" what did it cost, for you to save my life"
He stays silent for a bit
" me" he finally says
He gave himself up for me.
Without another word I lay my head onto his arm. And we both sit in silence.
After quite a while
" I'm sorry" Karl says
" for what?" I asked
" everything" he says
" I know I can be a lot and all I ask, is for you to handle my bull shit for a little longer." He says
There's a pause
" I'm also sorry" I say
He turns his head towards me confused
" I mean, I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you, I stole from you, got you in trouble with mother Miranda, and now I assumed that you were a horrible man-"
" y/n I am a horrible man." He says
" I just try to hide that side of myself from you even if I'm really not too good at it. I'm still a horrible person who kills anyone he wants whenever he wants, and I do it because I'm bored" he adds
One minute he can be so nice, and the next so cold
" I don't understand you" I say
" I don't understand myself either" he smiles
We stare into each other's eyes for a moment
He leans towards me, and kisses my lips once more.
This time, the kiss was passionate. Two lonely souls stuck in a deep darkness trying to pull each other out. It was a kiss of pain, sadness, confusion, and loneliness.
We hold this kiss, and when it was over we went in for a second, then a third, then a fourth. I didn't want to stop, but a sudden guilt took over me. I put my hands on his strong arms and pushed myself away.
He looks at me confused
" wh-" I cut him off
" what did you mean by " me" as a price to pay"
He backs away.
" there's going to be a man coming into town soon, his name is Ethan winters. Mother Miranda thinks that his daughter, rose if the perfect vessel for her daughters reincarnation."
I widen my eyes in shock
" crap that's insane, what does that have to do with you"
He turns towards me
" I'll have to fight him, and I might die." He then says
A wave of guilt took over me, he did that for me.
" your an idiot I'm not worth it" I say
He looks at me
" I don't understand my own emotions, but I feel like I have to protect you no matter what, even if it's from myself." He says
A tear rolls down my cheek from hearing his soft words and we both press our lips once more against each other's.
"Y/n, I feel like I want to keep you to myself and only to myself. I don't want anyone else to lay their hands on you, I want you to stay with me forever"
The man didn't understand his own feelings..
" I don't understand this feeling-"
"I'll teach you" I respond
He looks deep into my eyes
" will you?"
« Yes » I say with a smile, I pull him in for another kiss
He starts getting more intense with the kiss, his hands crawl up onto my neck, up to my cheek and then slips to the back of my head. I put my hands on his thick neck as one creeps up onto his cheek. He slips his other hand under my legs and picks me up. He then takes his other hand ans separate my legs open so he stands between them. I feel my body crash against the metal pipes on the wall of the hallway.
«  OWW » I scream
«  shit you ok » he asks
«  yeah just, be gentle » I tell him
«  I don't think I know how » he responded
I smile and kiss him one more time before saying
«  I'll teach you »
I put myself down, I take his hand gently and lead him to his bedroom. I stop and close the door
« Wh-»
I cut him off by putting my hand onto his chest, I start bringing my hands down his shirt and once I reached the bottom, I put my hands inside his shirt to feel his chest. He closes his eyes letting me feel his body, I feel every crevice, muscle, and scar on his chest. I take my hands out of his shirt and take his shirt off, I put my hands on his abs and softly kissed them.
I look up at him and notice the lust in his eyes.
He picked me up and lays me down on the bed, he kissed me and started making his way down my stomach. He looks up at me for conformation, and when I give it to him, he takes my shirt and pants off. I'm left with only my underwear.
« Nothing you haven't seen » I say thinking of the time he played with me as one of his experiments when I had that metal shoulder.
«  actually I haven't, I wasn't looking » he then responded.
He made his was back up to my face and kissed my neck, he started going down again but this time, stopped at my breast to fondle and play with them a little. I take his head in my hands and pull him up to look at my face. He understood everything I wanted to say and took his pants off leaving him and I only in our underwear.
«  are you sure you want to do this? I don't want to hurt you and I might not be able to stop » he says
I was scared, but I wanted him
«  yes » i say with a smile
He smiles and makes his way down and between my legs, he kisses my inner things side by side slowly making his way towards the middle. He takes my underwear off, my body was completely exposed to him. he takes a breath getting ready to
Start and the warmth of his breath on me was enough to make me twitch. Heisenberg noticed, as I looked down I see his devilish smile before he starts digging into me with his mouth. He's going left right hitting every sensitive spot in me. I let out a small moan and he giggles

«  this is the best meal you've given me yet » he says teasing me

Before I could respond he starts licking me with twice as much intensity as before, he puts two of his fingers inside of me. I knew he was a handy guy but I didn't know he was this good with his hands. I couldn't help but let out many loud moans. He backs off and there's a string of saliva still attaching him and I together. He backs off detaching the string of saliva and looks at me. He puts his fingers towards my face, I open my mouth as he puts them in my mouth. He took of his underwear getting ready to put it Inside
I looked down and I didn't know how I was supposed to get though it. It was massive.
«  are you ready » he asks
«  I think » I responded unsure
He smiled and slowly started putting his dick inside of me. I put my hands around his back and my legs started cramping up. My nails are digging into his back and my insides were full of him. He started thrusting back and fourth, he started kissing my neck as he kept thrusting. He moves up my neck and up to my lips as we share a passionate kiss
« Y/n Im gonna »
«  me too » I say with him
He took my hands and pinned me to the bed and he kept thrusting me.
«  Karl Im cuming! » I explained as I let out one last moan and my juices spill out of me.
Heisenberg loses control of his agression and grabs my head, he slammed me against the floor and grabbed my hair shoving his dick inside my mouth. He came inside of my mouth as I felt his fluids going down my throat.
He pulls away and I'm completely exhausted. Both of us are out of breath
We both pause, he sits on his bed.
«  do.. do you want to come on the bed » he invites me
I look up at him
He looks down at my legs that are shaking uncontrollably.
He smiles and laughs
He picks me up and lays me onto the bed with him, we hold on to each other tightly as the lonely souls we once were. Now, we were together and our souls felt as though they were one. We fell asleep in each other's arm, without another care in the world

We didn't want to let go of each other, in that moment we didn't care of the consequences it might bring us. Him, with mother Miranda , his emotions, attachements. And for me, his physical abuse, my entanglements with the other lords, and mother Miranda. We didn't care about that right now. It didn't exist, only we existed in that moment.

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