My brother best friend

Chapter 39

We get to my house it's 1 in the morning. I help liam take Blake to his room. We lay him in his bed. Liam takes off his shoes then covers him. We both walk out the room.
"Can I stay in the guess bed room" Liam says as I'm walking in my room

"Yeah? Why you asking you never ask?" I say looking at him

"I don't know I just felt like I had to ask" he says starring at the ground

"Oh okay goodnight Liam" I say

"Goodnight chels" he says with a small smile I feel sadness burst through me so I close the door and slide down the door crying my heart never gonna heal.

I hear a knock at my door I wipe my eyes and breathe than open the door. Liam standing there looking at me.

"Im sor-" he stutters as he looks at me

"Why are you crying" he leans in and hugs me I missed his strong arms wrapped around me

"It's nothing Umm what did you need" I say looking at the floor

"I wanted to say im sorry for how I treated you when I left you didn't deserve that when I found out I was leaving I was so mad I took it out on you" he says I stay looking at the ground

"It's ok we'll im gonna go lay down" I say as im about to close the door

"Don't shut me out chels" he says that makes me angry

"What do you mean don't shut you out like you did to me!! How I couldn't stop crying for days ? Because I felt I wasn't good enough when you left me for her!" I say

He looks at the ground and than his meets mine tears coming out oh his eyes is he crying
"I'm sorry for hurting you I couldn't stop thinking about what I did to you" he says

I just look at the floor as he goes in and hugs me again i didn't want to be alone tonight.

"Stay with me" I say knowing how stupid I look rn

"Are you sure" he says

"Yes" I say pulling away he walks in my room closing the door We make are way to my bed I lay down he lays down beside me I turn my body from his. I feel him move the same direction and cuddles me.

"I'm never leaving you again" he whispers in my ear but a part of me doesn't believe him

The next morning I wake up I'm laying on Liam chest he's starring at me I smile and grab my phone it's 12 "omg why didn't you wake me"

"You looked peaceful also James kept calling but I answered and said you were asleep" Liam tells me as he sits up

"You did WHAT?" I say mad that he talked to James he might get the wrong idea

"What? Are y'all like dating or something" Liam ask pissed off

"That's none of your business" I say knowing I did want to hurt James feelings

"What do you mean none of my business your mine chels" he raises up his voice

"No I was your then you left me for her" I say

"Are you ever gonna forgive me?" He says running his fingers through his har

"I'm trying to" I say in a low voice

"Come here" Liam says

I walk towards him and he hugs me and kisses the top of my head "I'm not leaving you never again" I look up at him and he kisses me but I still don't fully trust him

Sorry guys I've been gone I lost my account for awhile but finally got it back thank you all for read💕💕💕