Chapter 4 |light smut|

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(Gons POV)

My legs are wrapped around his waist,  and my arms wrapped around his neck.  We start making out. Our soft lips touching and feel as one. Killua licks my bottom lip asking to be let in. I open my mouth and our tongues start fighting against each other. It felt so warm I start melting into it. I start getting more comfortable and relax my body. I missed this.

He feels my actions and he carries me to the the sofa and I sit on his lap. I can feel him grip on my ass as he starts rubbing his hands under my shirt. I look into Killuas eyes, they are full of lust and attention. Killua leans into my neck as I feel his tongue glide across my skin. I feel his teeth starting to sink into my skin. This feels so good...But so wrong. I start to lightly hit him on his chest signaling him to stop. I make my way off his lap and I walk away. 

"Whats wrong?" Killua ask in reassurance. "Its nothing, im sorry." I reply back as I start walking to my bedroom. I sit down on the edge and start thinking. So many things are rushing through my head. "Why?" Thats all im thinking.  "Isn't it to early?" I feel guilt starting to come over me. "Did i really forgive him if im feeling like this?" I look up at the ceiling. My thoughts constantly reminding me of what just happend. I hear a sudden knock on the door. "Come in." I say.

"Yes Killua?" I ask him, looking into his worried eyes. "Hey, you alright?" He ask me. His firm silloute in the doorway. "Yea, im fine." I tell him, "Im gonna come back out there in a while, wait for me." Killua shows a light smile, "Ok then." He walks out the door and closes it behind him. I hear the door click and I roll over on my side. Sinking into my thoughts.

(Killuas POV)

I walk into the living room and I sit down on the sofa. I wonder what was wrong with Gon. Maybe I should text him. I pick up my phone that was sitting on the coffee table. I go to the message app and I scroll to find his contact. It was far down. I click on the message log and the last time we texted was May 15, 2020... They day that all happend. I start hesitating on weither I should text him or not.  I decide to send him a text and it sent at 7:20. Now I just have to wait for a response. I lay my head back and I out my hand over my head. Maybe a quick shower will clear my mind.

(Gons POV)

I open my eyes. Slowly starting to gain my consciousness. I rub my eyes as I start to feel around for my phone. I find it lost in the bed sheets and I pick it up. The screen lights up and it blinds me, I squint my eyes so they can adjust and I look at the time. Its 9:59. I check my notifications and I see a text from Killua.

 "Hey, Do you wanna watch a movie?" 

I get up from my bed and I walk out my bedroom. I walk into the living room to see Killua laid across the couch on his phone. He notices my pressence and he sits up right so I can sit down. I sit down beside him and I lay my head on his shoulder. I close my eyes, "What movie do you wanna watch?" I asked. I hear no response untill soon after. "The Stranger by the Beach, how does that sound?" "Its fine." I say as I lay my body down and he starts to adjust his body to my change. He lays down and im laying onto his chest. He plays the movie and our focus is fixed on it.

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