loving a same sex in Nigeria

when it feels right

Ayomide POV

That feeling when it feels sooo wrong but at the same time sooo right that's how Ayomide was feeling as he went back to his hostel that night he was sooo tired and frustrated how he is gonna accept his sexuality when it is not even legal in his country? Who will accept him?how will his parents take it?will his friends accept? Fuck it will the people in his country even accept him? That is the questions Ayomide keeps asking himself on his way back to his hostel

When he reach his hostel he was on verge of crying cause there was noone to share is feelings with even if there was someone he needed someone who will actually understand him without judging him cause he knew that he was tire of judging him and feeling like a disappointment to everyone

He actually undress went to the bathroom to freshman up put on his clean boxers and went his bed cause that was actually the only place he felt comfortable on he was soo stupid to fall for a boy when it is a must in Nigeria that everyone must ve straight as a ruler being gay in Nigeria is actually the biggest sin cause no.matter what you do noone wil accept you cause even tho we are  on the present days we still have close minded people that believes that love must always be  between a man and woman anything less than that is unGodly sooo its not right  imagine being an outcast in your own country.

Ayomide felt a ache in his heart cause he knew not only will the not accept him but hw knows that Tunle will never accept or return his feelings so he knew that in order for him to be okay he needs to pretend to be what he is not cause that is what feels right in the society soooo he spent almost the whole sobbing on his pillow with no comfort he just had to close his eyes had go to the land of dreams were you can let your imagination go wild.

The next morning Ayomide woke up with an headache he was soo tire that he was thankful that he had no morning class sooo he just have to freshen up amd later go out to get something to eat cause he knew that he ate nothing yesterday night he got up from bed feeling very groggy went to the bathroom brush his teeth took his bath then put up a blue tank top and a faded blue jean went out to get something to eat(cause in some Nigerian university you are not allowed to cook in  the hostel sooo you have to actually go out to get your food tho).

He went back to the hostel ate his food and went back to bed
In order to rest agian he slept forgetting that he had a class by 3 .00pm in the afternon he actually overslept cause he slept very late yesterday n night.

Ayomide woke up around 4.39pm which was already shit what im i gonna do said Ayomide he knew that going late for class in Nigerian university its bad cause the lecturer wont let you in soooo you have to wait outside till the lecture is finish.

Ayomide was so sad about missing the class cause that means he wont go to school and he wont see Tunle he blush because he own thought he misses seeing the boy beautiful grey eyes that brightens the whole room,he contagious smile and his perfect white ohhhh jezzz im already whipped said Ayomide.

He soo grumpy through out the day cause he didnt get to see Tunle soo he opted to read his book since he missed the class sooi he actually stayed in the hostel through out the day feeling bore and reading through our not knowing if Tunle had Class cause he wanted to go see him again and perhaps ask for his number soo that he can communicate with the boy in anytime not just in school.

Ohhh Tunle everything about you feels sooo right he smiled to himself remembering how he escorted Tunle back to his hostel yesterday night and got to see where he lived and also ask questions about Tunle even tho he had to.pretend and hide his sexuality At least he can live Tunle from afar without anyone's knowledge.

Yayyyy another chapter keep on encouraging me and get more Chapters soooo enjoy please read🙏🙏